December
1
- Up just before 9am. That was a long sleep!? .
. ugggh. Sally had been sick in the kitchen. Not a nice thing to
have to clear up on waking - much window condensation to mop up
too. . .walked late in the strong winds and sunny spells. The
calm before the forecast storm? A couple of big ships cruised in
and moored in the shelter of the bay . . right then - project for
today - attempting to convert the downstairs hall lights into a
two way, linked to the new three gang switch in the kitchen.
Unscrewed and lifted a floorboard in the PC room and rolled back
the landing carpet and lifted the other already loose boards, to
give me full access to all the hallway lights wiring. Spent ages
tracing which wire was which from the spaghetti which surrounds
the radial spurs junction box, writing on the wires with a CD
marker pen. It amused me to put the webcam on while I worked, but
I hadn't really thought that through because of course as soon as
I got serious with altering things, I had to turn the power off!
. things didn't go 'too' badly, and I 'just' managed to squeeze a
new length of 'three-core-and-earth' cable down my new conduit to
the kitchen switch, despite the single conduit already housing
two lengths of 'twin-and-earth' for the kitchen-diner lights.
Even more of a triumph/relief was being able to join the old
hallway light switch wire to the three core and earth, and pull
out the old while dragging the new down to the switch through the
existing old flat wire channel, which saved having to do any
major works in the hallway at all. Excellent. I'll spare the rest
of the excrutiatingly lengthy detail. Suffice it to say, I got
there in the end (took until around 6pm!!!!), with the majority
of the wiring done at the rear hallway ceiling rose, with the
front rose acting as a linked 'slave' kinda. I even succeeded in
doing the extra work to acheive the bonus of putting in a wire
run from that rose, direct back down to the fusebox. With a short
temporary run from the rose to the radial spurs circuit, I have
in effect acheived the early makings of a 'proper' lighting RING
circuit. Yayyy. :o) . with the wind and rain outside, it was
pretty much dark by 4pm, and much of the fiddley/awkward,
potentially dangerous work had to be done by torchlight!! Nasty.
. when I was finally done, had the power back on, and everything
was working ok, I felt almost 'elated'! Every night I've been
here, having only the one switch for the hallway lights, and
often stumbling back and forth from the kitchen in the dark as a
result, has been a source of irritation to me. Finally , FINALLY
I can put those lights on and off, as and where I need them. Joy!
. I don't consider myself at all a 'houseproud' person. I don't
clean as much as I should. There are layers of dust and cigarette
ash on everything. What I DO expect, nay DEMAND of my home, is
that it should at least be 'functional' in a logical way, and
much of the DIY work I do is with that aim in mind. There should
be lights and lightswitches where you need them (quite literally
to the inch), not where they happen to have ended up - and of
course power sockets absolutely everywhere (which in this house,
I have every intention in the fullness of time, will even include
full weatherproof sockets in both front and back gardens for the
lawnmower etc.) . . . Incredibly the weather cleared and the
breezy evening walk was under a clear, starfilled sky. Despite
the clear starry sky, every now and then, the night was lit up by
huge silent flashes. Must have been a thunderstorm in the far
distance. Weird effect. Sat in BGdns and watched for a bit . .
.ate chopped salad with Mum donated ham sandwiches and a little
chocolate. . touched base with BB . . TVd until exhausted early
to bed not long after 11pm. And yes - I must admit to occasionaly
having found an excuse to wander from room to room throughout the
evening - turning the lights on and off - because I could. :o)
lololol s
2 - Woke
around 6:45am, snoozed on then up around 8am. As forecast, it was
blowing an absolute gale, although not 'quite' as much rain as
I'd feared there would be. Kinda like it was too windy for heavy
rain. . PCd reading the news and such, delaying the inevitable.
Eventually got all dressed up in my new waterproof suit for the
first time and headed out. Hellish strong gusts of wind but
thankfully by then, hardly any rain, made me look rather
overdressed! The walk back facing
the wind was exhausting. Found 10p and a 'too good to ignore'
full length of red tinsel wrapped around the base of a lamppost
by the wind. (That will likely be the sole extent of my Xmas
decorations this year - maybe wrapped around my salt lamp? lol) .
. PCd this as the clouds cleared to let through sunny spells .
.Mum called to touch base. Apparantly Uncle TJ is out of hospital
and back home . .drank a coffee mug of red wine while making up a
huge pot of stew. (Diced potatoes,
carrots, onions, mushrooms, frozen peas, garlic and a tin of
stewed steak in gravy.) . ate a big bowl full with four pieces of
thick bread and butter. . . napped until around 7pm . . walked .
. TVd . . BB called . . TVd/PCd until early before bed. sd
3 - Up
around 8am. . .walked . .PCd . . popped up to the post office to
mail a couple of letters . . PCd some more. A little while ago,
my bank account was credited with this years interest on my
savings account. The balance in that account is of course now so
low, I'll never again receive such a large payment (which I had
been relying on as a part of my 'income'!), - but this final
interest payment included that period of time early in the year
when I temporarily put ALL the money from the house sale in
Bristol, into that account. Suffice it to say, it's enough to pay
this years council tax and water bills, and then some. With a
little money in the bank, I've had a growing desire of late to
have a go at owning a printer again. I've been surfing a bit
recently having a look at what is available and trying to learn
enough about them all, not to make the mistake I made with the
last one I owned. i.e. - buy a really cheap one, only to find it
is far too expensive to run and the ink cartridges are hard to
come by! I put in another couple of hours this morning looking at
them all, and trying to find reviews etc, etc, but eventually
pretty much gave up in total confusion. Sometimes in this modern
consumer age, there is just too much choice - and when you don't
have much of a disposable income, it's all the more confusing and
vital to try and get it right!!! Somehow I persuaded myself I WAS
going to throw my money away on - something - so after a little
more surfing, somewhat akin to putting on a blindfold and
throwing a dart at a dart-board, I ended up on the PC-World
website and ordered myself an Epson DX7450 all in one jobby for
£49.99 with free delivery. One of the main reasons I eventually
ended up going for that one (apart from the sale price and free
delivery - and in spite of not readily finding any user reviews
for it!) was the separate ink
cartridges, and the apparant online availablity of replacements.
. Oh dear. I DO hope it'll be ok and I'll actually be able to
afford to use it. Does it come with a USB lead or not? Worry, worry
!! . . the more I thought about having a printer again, the more
I thought about the thorn in my side that my camera has been to
me, for SO long now. Only the second digital camera I ever had
was a rather ok 3megapixel and that did me fine for ages, but
when that went all permanently blurred, being the cheapskate I
am, I made the mistake of buying that 2.1 megapixel one from my
sister when she upgraded. It is NOT a good thing to actually go
backwards like that - and I've regretted it ever since. It's been
ok for little reduced thumbnail snaps on here, but pretty useless
for any attempts at 'proper' photos. (Hell - even mobile phones
can do better than that these days!) Part of wanting a printer is
to be able to maybe get creative with some 'proper' photos and
dabble with printing some out (all part of intending to actually
get out and about a bit next year and explore where I've ended up
living, rather than spend all my days working on the house etc.)
. It is well past high time I bit the bullet and invested in a
new one. . surfed and surfed - closed my eyes and threw a dart,
and ended up on the Dixons website (PC World couldn't deliver one
in this postcode area for some reason?) and ordered myself a
Samsung S1030 for £89 with free delivery!! . . spent the rest of
the day feeling awful about having spent so much and desperately
trying to justify it to myself. Huge amount of guilt!? Weird - I
mean, it isn't as though I spend a lot on myself is it! I am
'allowed' to have a bit of a life aren't I? No. It's no good - I
just feel awful about having spent that money. Probably should
have bought an oven instead. Damn. Damn, damn, damn. I feel
awful! :o( . . .ate another big bowl of stew with four pieces of
thick bread and butter . . napped until woken by the alarm at 7pm
. . walked . . returned PS ansaphone message and touched base .
.PCd a bit of this . . BB called . . TVd . . ate bowls of
cornflakes before to bed around 1:30am.
4 - Up
around 7:30am. A little good news on the TV. The teacher jailed
by backward nutters in Sudan, for naming a teddy bear Mohamhead
had been freed and was safely arrived back in this country. They
did a press briefing type thing at the airport, which I found
nauseating in terms of how the press demanded she and her son
pose in certain ways (heads together, holding hands etc.) just so
they could get their 'desired/expected' photo opportunity for the
morning papers. What seemed pretty obvious to me was that the
teacher and her son didn't have 'that' sort of tactile
relationship at all, and there was a very clear
uncomfortableness/falseness about forcing them to behave in that
way. Even the edited BBC TV reports later, only included the
touchy-feely false bits as though everyone immediately lived
happily ever after. . .walked . .PCd this. .left Sally at home
and drove to shop. I've been putting it off and putting it off,
but this morning I decided I was going to head for the 'big' town
around the coast. When I went there with PS on the ferry a few
months ago, I'd found that electrical shop that sold those hard
(impossible) to come by brass-effect spot lights, like I want for
the living room ceiling to highlight the alcoves either side of
the firebreast (my 'low level' lighting, exactly as I had it in
Bristol). Despite the inevitable traffic queues and hassle
parking etc, I was determined to go and buy a couple. . Passed a
lighting store on the way, and quickly managed to park up and
walk back on the offchance they may have some. They didn't have
any, so that was a wasted effort. .back in the car and stuck in
traffic queues for a while before eventually arriving at the sea
front of town. Incredibly I passed a couple of parking spaces on
the opposite side of the road, not 'too' long a walk from the
shops, so I did a quick circuit at the next roundabout and
suprisingly succeeded in immediately finding a free parking
space, good for three hours! . walked all the way through the
busy, oppressive christmas shopping crowds to the electrical
store to ask for a pair of the spotlights. A long wait while the
guy fumbled around with his stock computer, only to then be told
they didn't have any!! They 'may' have some in the future. They
didn't know when. They couldn't order any. They didn't know who
made them. They wouldn't tell me who imported them!!? Bizarre -
and really frustrating. So weird how brass stuff is now SO
undesirable. . did a tour of a handful of charity shops but they
are different in busy towns, more expensive, and there was
absolutely nothing of interest/use to me. What I did find rather
'out of order' in one of them, was a woman at the counter
returning something (clothing I think) and waiting to get a
refund. (I became aware of it because the woman on the till had
to summon the manager to do the refund.) That seems wrong to me
with a charity shop. I mean - after all - it's a shop trying to
get money for a charity isn't it. I
always figure that if you buy something cheap in a charity shop,
it's 'buyer beware' and if it doesn't work out for you, write it
off as a personal loss and a straightforward donation
to the charity. What do I know? . .very quickly became extremely
uncomfortable in the crowds of shoppers. Felt like a totally
alien environment to me - lots of people all rushing around
spending money (I don't have) on 'stuff' (I don't want). I
couldn't get out of there quick enough. Returned to the car and
headed back out through town to the pet superstore to stock up on
dog food. It was my intention to buy a large number of the big
twenty four tin packs of Winalot as per usual, to see me through
until well into next year. They didn't have any!!! In fact, for a
pet 'superstore', they seemed to have a woefully inadequate stock
of tinned food. Ended up buying a strange selection of different
types for Sally to try. . . Stopped off at the DIY store for some
paint and this and that, but mostly to buy several packs of pipe
lagging insulation. They only had one pack left in the store! For
goodness sake. It's winter, you'd have thought they'd have
stocked up on those! Hmmph. .made the rash decision to buy a
tripple pack of polished brass, eyeball recessed spotlights,
instead of holding out in the hope of finding a supplier of the
other type. I'd always wanted to try the recessed type, but
because the ceiling joist locations prevent me from placing them
where I really want them, I'd decided to try and get the others.
With it looking pretty obvious I'm simply not going to be able to
get the other type, I guess I'm simply going to have to
compromise on where I locate the eyeball type. . . on to
Sainsbury's to do a fairly major shop for food supplies etc. .
all in all, I was out of the house for around four hours, spent a
fortune, and didn't acheive much of what I'd specifically set out
to do!! At least I have enough dog/food supplies etc. to probably
mostly see me through until next year before 'having' to repeat
the excercise. I HATE shopping! . ate ham rolls and crisps . .
napped until 6pm . .switched on my back garden outside light (to
check on the weather before walking) and the halogen bulb
promptly blew! (Unscrewed plugs and swapped fuses to make sure,
but definitely the bulb.) Damn! I've only had that up a few
months and hardly bloody used it! WHAT a rip off. What are the
chances it was made in China? Really has been that sort of a day
all round! :o( . . walked in the strong gusts of wind . . TVd . .
touched base with BB . . cooked and ate double burgers in a
couple of bread rolls . .TVd. Some good stuff on tonight. The
next in that series about the power of the planet, the Dimbleby
lecture all about DNA, and then a neat program all about the
nature of comets. To bed around 1:30am. s
5 - Up
around 8am. . PCd a bit of this . . walked . . headachey and
didn't feel so good. Tried to think about getting on with doing
something, but just couldn't muster the energy. Actually spent a
ridiculous amount of time staring at the living room ceiling
trying to figure out where to maybe site the spotlights (within
the limitations dictated by where the joists are. I simply cannot
put them where I really want them.). Impossible to decide. I
think I'm going to have to temporarily wire one up and make my
decision after I know how they look lit. .raked up leaves in the
back garden. . popped up the ladder and removed the blown bulb
from the spotlight. Bizarre. One end of the bulb was actually
snapped off!? . walked with Sally up to the local hardware store
and bought a replacement for £3. Threw some money away on some
'Cillit Bang' (weird how those awful TV adverts for it are SO
effective and make you want to try the stuff), to have a go at
removing the unpleasant weird layers of grease that I inherited
on all the kitchen units. (I suspect the previous owners lived on
fry ups - or maybe had a chip pan fire some time?) No amount of
normal cleaning/detergent etc. will touch the stuff, so maybe
that Cillit Bang will do the trick? . . back up the ladder in a
shower of rain and fitted the new bulb. Back working ok.
.experimented with the Cillit Bang on a coin, like on the TV
advert, as I'm sure most everyone who's ever bought that stuff
has done. It really DOES work like on the advert. . . did
dishwashing chores but ran out of steam and left further
experiments with the Cillit bang for some other time . . ate a
large bowl of stew (yes - I am getting sick of the stuff, day
after day! One more bowl full to go!) with four pieces of bread
and butter . . .napped the afternoon away until around 5:45pm.
Woke feeling much better. . . walked . . got under the floor and
roughly fitted the few lengths of pipe insulation I'd got
yesterday, to some more of the central heating pipes, just to
have them out of the way. Part filled an empty dog food sack I'd
kept for the purpose, with a quantity of the gravel and dust from
under the floor. All that gravel makes it unpleasant and painful
squirming around down there, so I have every intention over time,
of clearing it all out (even to the extent of maybe one day
painting the underlying concrete with garage floor type paint!).
I had intended to sneak much of it out in the wheelie bin bit by
bit, but I've since realised a better way of getting rid of most
of it will be to deposit it in the rear access lane. Plenty of
waterfilled pot holes out there, would benefit from some filling
in. . sanded the bit of filler on the kitchen wall where the
light switch used to be before clearing up and vacuuming a little
. . TVd . . BB called. (Would you believe it! Apparantly when she
bought her new laptop, she also had bundled exactly the same
model of printer I've just ordered! She's never yet used it
though! How bizarre.). . TVd/PCd this. Received an e-mail
confirming my printer is starting it's journey to me. . PCd,
reading this and that on a handful of 'local' type websites,
until early before bed. . couldn't get to sleep as the latest
storm battered the house, and tossed and turned for ages, and
having to get back up for the bathroom on more than one occasion,
deep into early. aa
6 - Up
around 8:30am. . .walked in my new waterproofs in the strong
gusty wind and rain. So - how many times have I worn those new
waterproofs? Twice? Three times? The leggings are pretty much fit
for the bin already!!!!! Leggings by their very design are always
so big and loose, they tend to rub together between the legs as
you walk. The thin rubberised construction of these, rather than
being smooth as they should be, actually has a fine texture, and
with all the walking I do, that texture has immediately acted on
itself like sandpaper and worn holes in the legs between the
knees (and no - it is NOT because I am knock-knee'd!)!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT a waste of money that was! :o( I just don't know what the
answer is to trying to stay dry on my long walks in such bad
weather. Walk everywhere as though I've just ridden a horse for a
hundred miles? :o( I'm starting to understand why the local
postmen all seem to wear shorts, even in atrocious and cold
weather conditions!! :o( . . returned from the walk and popped
out into the back lane with the sack of dust and rubble from
under the floor and quickly dumped it in a big pothole . . PCd
this. The last e-mail I got about my printer order, included the
ability to track the DHL parcel. The latest entry says : "Out
for delivery 06/12/07 09:16 EXETER HOME DELIVERY ". I
guess it could be here today then? Almost exciting isn't it. lol
. .PCd for hours (whiling away the hours waiting for the printer
to be delivered) as the wind and rain battered the house, making
up a list of 'local' sites to re-visit and read at some point.
(Played around on the webcam quite a bit, zooming in on crows and
pigeons sheltering from the storm in the trees opposite.) A bunch
of those sites seem to suggest the church bells I'd tried to
record the other night, do actually play that hymn on a nightly
basis!? Is that accurate? I wonder when, then. . ate the last
bowl of stew with four pieces of bread and butter . . couldn't
hold out any longer and was just heading to lay down for a nap
when, just after 3pm, the printer was delivered. :o) Couldn't
resist the need for sleep, so just dumped the box on a chair and
went straight up to nap. . napped until around 5pm . .opened the
printer box and had a look at the contents. Sure enough, as I'd
feared, there was no USB cable, and not even any paper to get you
started! That seems a bit penny pinching! Read through the
instruction papers/manuals. Blimey - they are hard to
understand/garbage in every language imaginable! With it fast
approaching Sally walk time, I decided to leave getting bogged
down in setting it all up until later
. . put a bit
of paint on the kitchen wall where the old light switch used to
be. Not bad - hardly a trace of it visible now . .walked in
strong gusts of wind and drizzle . . unpacked the printer,
succesfully located a couple of suitable USB leads in my large
'wire/sockets/PC junk' collection, and carefuly trying to follow
the awful instructions, eventually had the printer on the floor
next to the PC, all hooked up and the mass of software installed.
Fancy looking thing it is too. Figured out as much as I needed
to, and then went straight for a test print on some old photocopy
type paper I had laying around. (When I moved from Bristol, I
threw out an absolutely enormous amount of different types of
paper I'd been holding onto for years! :o( Typical! ) Printed out
an A4 type photo of Sally. Well - it worked, although the print
quality on that test was not perfect by any means. Plenty of
fairly visible horizontal bands (although that may well be as a
result of using completely the wrong
type of cheap nasty paper - AND it was a relatively low
resolution 1024x768 image, as taken by my camcorder). I can see a
drive to the 'Staples' office supplies store coming up in the
very near future, for paper(s) and maybe even ink! Welcome to the
'printer poverty trap'! . . BB called . .resisted the expensive
desire to print out loads more stuff . . TVd . . ate ham
saindwiches with two bags of crisps . . TVd until bed around 1am.
s
7 - Up
around 7:30am. . PCd. Huh? Received an e-mail from 'Google
Search Quality' entitled 'Removal from Google's Index'!!???
"Dear site owner
or webmaster of tljones.co.uk, While we were indexing your
webpages, we detected that some of your pages were using
techniques that were outside our quality guidelines, which can be
found here: http://www.google.com/webmasters/guidelines.html
In order to preserve the quality of our search engine, we have
temporarily removed some webpages from our search results.
Currently pages from tljones.co.uk are scheduled to be removed
for at least 30 days. Specifically, we detected the following
practices on your webpages:
* The following hidden text on tljones.co.uk: e.g.
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outside our quality guidelines. When you are ready, please
visit:https://www.google.com/webmasters/tools/reinclusion?hl=en
to learn more and request a reconsideration request. Sincerely,
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What that is referring to is some white text I included on the
bottom of my index page, on a white background, specifically for
being picked up by search engines. My initial reaction to getting
that mail was - 'bloody cheek!'. On reflection, I WILL probably
just delete it because it IS only there for search engines, but
I'm still uneasy about being told what to do with the 'content'
on my website by a bloody search engine. Seems to me, these
commercial search engines are being allowed to get too powerful.
(What was all that stuff recently where they willingly colluded
with the Chinese regime to censor available content?)
Realisticaly, your average internet user looking for something is
going to use a search engine - probably Google - and if the
powers that be at Google choose not to include a site in their
listings, it simply doesn't exist (apart from other sites linking
to it maybe etc.)! That is a pretty powerful position to be in!
Bad 'Big Brother' type stuff. :o( (It also appears, if I go to
the provided link intending to express my wish to be reincluded,
I have to sign up for a Google account before I can do so! Hmm!).
. decided to leave the text in place and simply make it visible
by changing the colour - and to hell with them. After all - I'm
pretty used to 'not existing'! I haven't done for years now. .
walked without a coat and got caught out in the rain. Another
'damp' day then! . Just up the road, an old guy who walks a
German Shepherd who always seems to want to have a go at Sally,
was ahead of me on some grass which I pass. As I carefully
approached, his dog spotted Sally and they BOTH strained at their
leashes and did that barking at each other thing as though they
want a fight. The old guy hadn't seen me coming and was busying
himself dealing with part of his poop scoop duties. As his dog
lunged in Sally's direction, he was pulled off his feet and taken
straight to the ground!!!! Somehow he thankfully managed to hold
onto his dogs lead as he lay there! Terribly embarassing for me
(and him)! I couldn't even rush over and help him because of the
dogs, and just stood a distance away so as not to make things
worse. He eventually got back on his feet and indicated he was ok
(albeit mud and grass stain covered). Poor guy. Not good falling
over at that age. :o( . . .PCd. The order tracker for my camera
says 'Out for delivery' so I guess I'll be getting that
this afternoon then. :o) So - can't really 'get on' with anything
today again then. More sitting around waiting . . pottered around
not actually feeling so good again. Briefly lifted a short
floorboard in the front bedroom, in order to see where joists and
noggins were, with the living room spotlights in mind. Typical -
there is hardly a noggin in this whole house and yet there IS one
right where I don't want one to be! No matter where I try and put
those lights, it's gonna be either impossible or a real hassle.
:o( Screwed the floorboard back in place and left things for some
other time . . messed around in the back bedroom trying to sort
out some of the dust covered junk and unpacked boxes I still have
stacked in the cupboards in there. Didn't make much progress but
DID coincedentally stumble into my old SLR camera, lenses and
unused films, and put them to one side for donating to a local
charity shop in the near future (assuming they'll take it. I get
the impression they are starting to be inundated with old film
cameras.). . cooked and ate four sausage sandwiches and then some
chocolate raisins . . struggled to stay awake assuming the camera
would soon be delivered. Eventually ended up napping for maybe an
hour or so, only to wake all stiff and headachey around 5:30pm.
Coffee, cigarettes and annadin tablet and then on to the PC to
see what the parcel-tracking-site had to say about me not having
received my camera! :o( . .would you believe it! I was
interrupted while on-line actually looking at the tracking site,
by Sally barking and a ring on the doorbell at 6:30pm. It was my
camera! The guy had some tale about staffing and the delivery
lady who called yesterday heading off to Disneyland, and how he
lives locally so had decided to deliver it etc. Bizarre. Lucky I
was in and not walking Sally already. . walked . . TVd and then
had a bit of a go at reading through the new camera manual. Oh
myyyyyy godddddd. It'll take a lifetime to try and learn all that
camera appears to be able to do! . . touched base with BB . . .
TVd. ate bowls of cornflakes and chocolate . .TVd until bed
around 2am! s
8 - Up
around 8:30am to the sound of yet more wind and torrential rain!
We sure do seem to have had more than our fair share of late.
.walked late in waterproof layers (two sets of leaking leggings,
one on top of the other!). Oh my god! Atrocious weather. Got
fairly soaked - especially my feet. Somehow the water penetrated
both pairs of leggings. The worst part ended up being my hands.
Without gloves on, they ended up absolutely freezing! Horrible
start to the day and now the forecast is for damaging eighty mile
an hour gusts of wind for tonight and tomorrow! :o( . .rang out
my socks! . . touched base with Mum. . read up some more on the
camera and had 'just' put in the batteries and was about to turn
it on for the first time, when Mum called in . .chats and coffee
for a couple of hours . . ate Mum donated ham rolls with crisps.
.took my first couple of test shots with the new camera around
the house
The very first shot I took was of Sally
snoozing on the floor after having had her usual pork pie treat
from Mum. When uploaded to the PC it was possible to fully
appreciate what 10 megapixels really means to the image
quality/detail. The image on the right of this picture (allowing
for a compression factor of 20 when I made this thumbnail - and
then the webpage making it 75% quality etc etc) is nearer what
the camera actually captured. That is the carpet next to the end
of her left paw. You can actually see the dog hairs that cover
the carpet!!!!!!! (Yes, yes - I need to vacuum - again!).
AMAZING! That really is just amazing to me. . . napped until
around 5:15pm . . walked in a brief dry spell with my new camera
in my pocket. I think I've learned enough about it to be able to
try a few 'Auto' shots. Many ships moored in the shelter of the
bay. Hurried on down town to catch a bit of the Christmas parade,
which I'd rather thought may have been cancelled due to the
weather, but I guess the locals are a hardy bunch used to such
stuff. Weird parade. Aimed at the kids really, but it included an
eclectic mix of all sorts of stuff, including a few illuminated
4x4 pulled floats. Kilted bagpipers, lifeboat float, BGdns WW2
heritage museum gun toting landrover complete with abused German
prisoner of war, large rabbit advertising a steam fair,
captivating lady in blue sidesaddle on a VERY well behaved horse,
handful of dogs, a couple of donkeys, etc, etc - weird!! :o)
Suffice it to say, it was a very good test for playing
with/learning my camera. To be honest, I didn't do too well - but
not the fault of the camera I think. I was just in the wrong
places at the wrong time, all the time. The rain returned JUST as
the parade was grinding to a halt in the town car park, so I
think they got away with it pretty well. Rushed home in the rain
to examine the results of my efforts. Took 'most' of the shots on
the full default 10megapixels setting. Amazing detail compared to
what I've been used to, enabling much manipulation once moved to
the PC. (Predictably, as soon as I'd downloaded them, my PC was
warning me of a lack of disc space! Almost 2.5 megabytes PER
image!!!!! The camera's internal memory managed 17 shots at
10megapixles, and another 7 at something less (around 5 I think
it was) with maybe another shot or two possible. All very
satisfactory I think. :o)

. . PCd this . .returned BBs call . . ate half the Mum donated
large pork pie with crisps . . TVd until bed around 1:30am. a
9 - Up
around 4am to do much battling with the noisey fridge freezer.
Ended up returning to bed only to have to get back up to go and
bash the fridge again, at least three or four times!! Grrr. Up
around 8:30. . walked. Well - it wasn't pleasant out, but
thankfully it certainly wasn't anywhere near as bad as they'd
forecast. Many ships in the bay. .
PCd and had a
go at knocking up a birthday card for Sis1, using the printer.
Actually found links for downloadable Microsoft Word templates,
but my attempts to download them failed when their bloody
'genuine advantage tool' insisted on wrongly reporting my fully
registered and legit version of Windows as suspect!!?!! Grrrr .
.I eventually used the wording on a card BB had sent me, together
with a couple of photos of Sally and I, to knock up a funny one
by manually using Paintshop Pro. Set it all up on an A4 type
page, with the front of the card in the bottom right hand quarter
of the A4, and the inside of the card upside down in the top left
hand quarter. Once printed (on some expensive
HP photo paper I inherited with the house - without even doing a
test print!), it was possible to fold it in half twice, and have
a uniquely acceptable, amusing/personal card. I have MUCH to
learn about how to do that better, if I can be bothered/afford
to. . popped in Mums on the way to the postbox to let her see my
effort. . ate half a large pork pie and crisps . . napped until
around 6pm . . walked, inevitably experimenting some more with
the camera, trying to take some nighttime pictures (lights across
the bay, Christmas lights on houses (especially that little
terraced one I pass which is absolutely covered
in them!) - that sort of thing, without
the flash). Seems to do pretty well, but the long exposure time
and my shakey arms, seems to prove it absolutely MUST be on a
tripod for such shots in the future . . sat in the cold of the
front garden with a coffee and cigarettes after the walk - and
saw a shooting star again. :o) . . PCd. Felt increasingly 'down'
for some reason as the day wore on. Probably the effect of
surfing, looking for clipart and ideas for Christmas cards, etc.
I just hate all the hassle that Christmas is (even though I don't
'do' Christmas) and especially the cost of the obligation of
sending cards etc. . . BB called . . ate Mum donated ham rolls,
crisps and some chocolate . . TVd until bed around 1:30am. a
10 - Up
around 8am . .
walked in the sunny spells. Carried on along
the waterside heading for town on the way back, as all the
remaining ships that had been sheltering in the bay from the
storm, headed back out to sea. Moored in the outer harbor was a
small fishing boat that had succumbed to the waves (which
actually hadn't been 'that' bad at all). It was severly swamped
and apparantly in real danger of sinking! Grabbed a couple of
photos, wondering if someone somewhere should be informed. As I
set off to carry on walking, the harbor-master boat cruised out
to have a look at it, so I guess whoever needs to know already
does, although I can't imagine how you'd deal with such a thing.
Tow it up onto a jetty and accept the inevitable damage to the
hull rather than risk losing it altogether? Dunno - I'm a 'land
lubber' and quite happy to stay that way thank you very much. .
damn - the batteries in the camera (the duracell-ultra alkalines
that came with it) have given up already! Ok - I HAVE been
experimenting quite a lot these last couple of days, but that
seems pretty quick (not really a suprise based on experience)
nonetheless. :o( . . toured a couple of charity shops before
heading home to charge some NiMHs to fit in the camera . . PCd a
bit of this. Hmmm - with my new toys - this months journal (and
my webspace in general) is in danger of grinding to a halt under
the weight of too many photos! . . . took Sally and headed out in
the car to the out of town Staples store, to check out all they
have to offer and to learn about paper and prices and such. Took
the 'back' road out, only to pass signs warning of a flood.
That'll be all that rain we had a couple of days ago. Everyone in
front of me ignored the signs, so I figured it must have drained
away by now and followed their lead. Uh oh. It hadn't drained
away! There was a 100 foot or more section of road, submerged in
a good several inches of liquid mud!! One by one the cars ahead
of me happily ploughed on through, so after a brief hesitation to
let the waves calm, I confidently followed. I lost my confidence
half way through when the car started to splutter and die!!! OH
NOOooo!!!!!!!! Somehow dipping the clutch and coaxing the
accelerator saw me manage to get through to the other side, with
the engine still running. . oh no! Within half a mile there was
more water across the road, although not quite so deep. The car
in front of me got absolutely COVERED in thick red mud as a car
coming in the opposite direction, ploughed on through at a
deliberately stupid speed, throwing up a huge wave either side.
As he passed me, he was looking in his mirror and laughing at the
havoc he'd wrought. PRATT! . I waited until everyone was clear
and then gingerly trundled through, ok. . took a good mile or
more of dry road before the car thankfully returned to normal and
stopped threatening to stall. Lucky escape. So - don't EVER try
driving THAT car through any water EVER again! . . drove through
the 'not too bad' traffic to the store. . left Sally in the car
and then wandered around the store looking at everything,
and eventually spending a small fortune (£23.96) on just a bit
of paper and some envelopes, marker pens, etc. . .eventually
slowly returned home in the awful traffic. That's the hassle
living here. With pretty much only one way into the place, ALWAYS
traffic queues everywhere. Takes hours just to pop out to the
shops and back - especially when you daren't go via the flooded,
shortcut back road! It's largely for this reason (and petrol £)
I hardly ever drive anywhere any more. . ate a tin of sausages in
baked beans, with grated cheese and four pieces of bread and
butter. . . napped until woken by the phone ringing, but no
message left, at around 5:30pm . .walked with my camera and
tripod in the forecast freeze. Carried on down into town to
attempt some more serious night shots of the harbor. On the way,
I passed where that swamped boat was moored. In the dark it was
hard to tell with my little torch, but it looked to me as though
the boat was now fully submerged! Determined to return in the
morning for another look. . wandered around the ghost-town in the
freeze, taking experimental photos on various different camera
settings (with one eye on maybe being able to use the images as
Xmas cards). . aha. The church played the hymn on its bells at
8pm. . eventually back home around 9pm. Touched base with Mum
suggesting maybe she'd like to go for a drive to see Xmas lights,
but she was into a TV show so maybe some other time . . PCd
photos. Wow - a couple of those worked out real fine. Almost
identical in quality to postcards/prints etc you can buy in the
shops!! . . messed around for almost a couple of hours seeing if
it would be possible to make up a custom Xmas card or two . . BB
called . . TVd for a bit but eventually ended up back on the PC
until deep into early. Waste of time really - much experimenting
but didn't actually acheive anything at all! Bloody cold tonight.
11 - Up
real late, after 9am!! . . walked around 10am. Cold, with frost
still on the lawns and cars, despite the blue sky and sun.
Carried on down to the harbour to see what state that boat was
in. Try as I may, I just couldn't see any sign of it - sunk or
not!? Carried on into town and decided to wander around a bit
taking yet more photos. A couple of 'onlookers' saw me taking a
photo and came up and suggested I get a shot 'of that'.
Turned out, it was the sunken boat! It'd been
towed round into the inner harbor and it appeared that a group of
guys were trying to dangerously winch it out of the water!!!
Seemed like a crazy thing to try and do, what with the tide going
out and all. I reckon it would have been easier if they'd just
towed it into shallow water, waited for the tide to go out and
then tipped it back over right side up on a winch. I stood and
watched for ages as they tried this and that with strops and
chains, but eventually they seemed to decide to wait until some
other time for some reason (high tide probably), and just left
the thing hanging there on the dockside crane, part out of the
water upside down! Shame - I'd have liked to have got a shot of
that coming out. Too cold to hang around all day . . wandered
around the marina taking a photo or two, let Sally have a swim on
the breakwater beach, and then eventually headed back home to
warm up (via a charity shop to spend £2 on a lampshade for my
brass table lamp). I get the impression, that church plays that
hymn on its bells almost every hour - but maybe not all night? .
. PCd a bit of this and looked at my photos. Damn - this place is
SO picturesque it's
unbelievable. I can't help it. I'm gonna HAVE to fill my webspace
with some 'proper' pictures. .fitted my charity shop lampshade to my
table lamp but succeeded in breaking the bulb as I unscrewed it
by carelessly holding onto the glass bit! Damn! That was one of
those expensive 'curled' energy savers that costs a fortune! :o(
. . cooked and ate four sausages with two eggs and four pieces of
bread and butter . . napped for a couple of hours . . walked and
carried on down town with the camera and tripod again. The sunken
boat was still in its crane held strops, but was now sat upside
down on the dockside drying out. Some of the Xmas lights I'd
photographed yesterday were not lit this evening, so that was
fortuitous yesterday. Carried on up to the church and sat on the
cold steps with the MP3 player, waiting to have a go at recording
the bells chime at 8 o'clock. The street lights DO dim as the
bells begin to chime. Half way through my recording, a group of
guys walked down the road all chatting and making noise, so I had
to abort the recording. Fiddling about with the recorder, I then
missed capturing the bells play the hymn, so all in all a wasted
effort! Hmmph! Had a go at taking a few photos (all no good)
before heading home - a complete waste of time! . Returned by
9pm, in time to watch the next epsiode of the BBC 'Power of the
Planet' series (the oceans tonight). . touched base with BB . .
ate bowls of corn flakes . . TVd until bed around 1am. a
12 - Up
around 8am!! . . PCd this . . walked . .did laundry chores,
balanced my accounts, did paperwork, sorted out some junk,
downloaded PC updates, etc . . ate ham sandwiches with crisps and
pickled onions . . napped . . walked . . TVd . . BB called . .
ate more ham sandwiches with crisps, cheese , pickled onions and
then a bunch of chocolate . .TVd until bed around 1:30am. s
13 - Woke
earlier, snoozed on then up around 8:15am!! . . PCd this . .
walked. Stopped off in the store on the way home for milk and
bought one of those cheap nasty boxes of Christmas cards, as a
'fall back position'. It's today or never. I'm out of time.
Either I come up with an idea for a do-it-yourself Christmas card
and get some printed out today, or I forget the idea and just
send the cheap and nasty ones. . got the ladder out and climbed
up into the attic and brought down my Christmas trimmings
suitcase, in pursuit of 'props'.
Messed around
for hours 'trimming' Sally with Christmasy props and taking lots
of photos of her, before eventually deciding that one of them
would just HAVE to do. Spent the rest of the day manipulating the
images, knocking up some words, and figuring out how the hell to
get them onto paper. Reached a more or less acceptable rendition
of a card (A4 folded twice - with print on the inside and out)
before printing out in excess of a dozen of them onto sheets of
the A4 white inkjet paper I bought in Staples.(Sorry - everyone
is going to get an identical card!). spent another who knows how
many hours, using pretty much the same image (bigger - not
cropped as much) to produce a 'special' card (glossy photo paper
- folded once) with different wording, mostly with Mum/BB in
mind. . would you believe it - Mum called in on the way back from
the bus stop. She'd been out shopping and had decided to buy me a
fleecy hooded zip up thingy. Nice one it is too - very warm, for
sitting around in my ice box of a house (because I'm too much the
Scrooge to put the heating on much. Only put the heating on at
night after having walked Sally if I can manage it. Can get
pretty uncomfortably cold during the day.) Half way doing the
first print of her card onto expensive photo paper, I got her to
wait while I tried to finish it off. Damn - screwed up under
pressure and put the paper through the printer for the second
time (to get the inside writing inside the fold), round the wrong
way. Ended up with the inner writing on the back of the picture
front. Grrr. Had to do it all again. Mum seemed happy enough with
it - and actually wanted them both - for different rooms
apparantly!? lolol Well - it IS a beautiful (festive) picture of
Sally if I say so myself (not the one I've included part of here
- although with hindsight maybe it should have been. WHAT a beautiful
dog she is!) . . walked . .cooked and finally ate for the first
time today! Four burgers in two bread rolls and a big pile of
chips followed by a little chocolate . . TVd . . BB called . .
TVd until early to bed around 11pm.
14 - Woken
by Sally climbing on the bed and laying down next to me in the
night!?? There was a bit of a struggle for who got most of the
bed before I 'bumped' her off with my rear! . up around 7:15am .
. PCd reading the local news, etc. Oh dear - there's been a
burglary of a house in my street! :o( . .walked the full walk
through the woods. Sat on a seat chatting to the usual crowd of
dogwalkers in BGdns on the way back, one of them announced she'd
just found a mobile phone and had left it on one of the benches
to be found (she knew nothing about them). I couldn't resist
wanting to know what type it was, and actually wasn't happy with
the idea of the thing just being left on a seat like that. I
figured I could maybe play 'Sherlock Holmes' again and attempt to
re-unite it with its rightful owner. I went and retrieved it and
walked back to the group. It'd obviously been hidden in the
fallen leaves for quite a while (through all the recent heavy
rain) because the display screen was just a mass of condensation.
Seemed unlikely it would ever work again (although maybe, after a
good drying out), but of course I had no way to charge it anyway.
What a shame. .after a bit of a conversation with those
assembled, it was agreed I'd take it home, and do with it
whatever I thought was appropriate. . took the back off the
phone, removed the battery, sim card and memory stick and dried
it all as best I could with tissues. Terrible shame. Seems like a
really rather nice, probably expensive phone - with even a 2
megapixels camera on board!! (Sony Ericsson W810i, Orange,
'Walkman'). . tried the phone's sim card in MY mobile phone, but
it'd been de-activated so no clues/numbers there. On the sim it
actually had printed, 'if found call *****' so I figured there
was nothing else for it, and did. Took three calls - got cut off,
got put through to an automated system with no real-person option
etc, before eventually speaking to someone helpful who understood
I wanted to attempt to return it to its owner. She took the long
number printed on the sim card and suggested they'd contact the
owner and give them my name and address. Rather than that (which
made me uncomfortable), I suggested my name and phone number
would be preferable, so that was how it was left. . put the
phone, all its bits and a small bag of silica gel, wrapped in
tissue in my airing cupboard to maybe dry out. . Mum called to
touch base . . messed around writing cards/envelopes for ages -
pretty much all day somehow!? . .ate ham sandwiches with crisps .
. PCd more . . walked - quickly, because on the way to BGdns I
suddenly remembered I'd left the small electric heater on in the
PC room!! . Something 'going on' somewhere - a police car pulled
up by BGdns and an officer leapt out to go and check in the upper
gun emplacement before quickly driving off. . .BB called .
.tidied up a little . . TVd . . wrote out the last of the cards I
intend to send. WHAT a time consuming chore that all turned out
to be! If I EVER make the mistake of deciding to print out my own
in the future, I think I'd better start in October! BIG dent in
the ink - probably more than half gone already!. . ate a
defrosted pasty with pickled onions and crisps . . TVd until bed
around 12:45am.
15 - Up
around 8am . .PCd a bit of this . .touched base with PS to check
details about his train arrival time . .walked and carried on to
the post office to post the last of the cards I'm sending . . put
in a bit of time with a bucket of warm water trying to wash some
of the mud splashes from the car windows. Not a proper car clean
- just so I can actually see out of the windows again! . spent
the rest of the morning tidying up and doing vacuuming and dish
washing chores so the place wouldn't be in 'quite' such a state
for when PS comes . . . set off at 12:35 for the TQ train
station. The seven miles took me 25 minutes, which actually by
the standards of around these parts, was pretty good going!
Parked up in a 'picking up' parking space which was free for
twenty minutes. Precisely on time at around 13:07 the train
arrived and PS appeared from a door immediately opposite the
station entrance. . parked up on the sea front at Pn on the way
back and wandered around the shops a little before ending up in a
pub that was advertising a carvery which PS fancied . .PS treated
me to a £6:50 beef carvery. Ate my 'chef determined portion' of
beef with as much stuffing, roast potatoes and gravy (to hell
with the veg) as I could pile high on the plate. A BIG feed. Nice
one. I could eat that every day given the chance. . wandered
along the sea front for a bit in the cold biting wind before into
a sea-front cafe with an upper deck view, for a coffee - again
paid for by PS! By this time I'd pretty much made it clear it was
entirely up to him what we did and where we went. If he kept on
asking me, I'd simply be all negative and up tight about costs,
and would simply suggest we go home and have a nap! . . wandered
along to the end of the pier watching the fearless
hypothermia-immune kite surfers absolutely racing across the
waves at amazing speed, before eventually back to the car and
then home . . TVd and chats . . .
walked and carried on down to the harbour for
PS to see the Xmas lights. He bought himself a pasty in a chip
shop and gave the remnants to grateful Sally. . ended up in the
local pub on the way back for a drink. I'm starting to think that
pub is really quite nice - but mostly because it welcomes dogs
and especially because it always seems to be empty. What was it?
After 8pm on a Saturday night? There were only perhaps three or
four customers in there! The place was deserted! (with hindsight,
it IS possible it was because the final of the 'X Factor' show
was on TV at the time - but they had it on in the corner of the
pub for anyone who was interested. Apparantly half of the nights'
national TV audience watched it!). had a pleasant glass of red
wine - and couldn't help but watch a bit of the awful TV show
(mostly because Kylie suddenly popped up on it!). Seems to be a
'girly' show, of interest mostly to women. A not 'too' elderly
couple came in for a meal, and sat in a corner out of sight of
the TV. The woman kept on getting up and peering around a pillar
to see what was going on, and eventually with the encouragement
of the landlady, moved to a table right in front of the screen.
Her disgruntled husband reluctantly tagged along behind to join
her, mumbling resigned disapproval, although I suspect more for
the benefit of his status in the eyes of the other male customers
than anything else. Funny. :o) . . popped out into the freezing
night for a cigarette at one point, and found amusement in
ducking in under a hanging basket and trying a quick snap of PS
and Sally in the warmly inviting inside, with the camera through
the glass of the window. I must have looked a bit suspicious (to
say the least!) - just then a police van went crawling past
having a damn good look! lol . . back inside, supping my wine,
criticising the sad mentality of anyone watching the show - and
watching the show, all of a sudden a customer from across the
room politely, matter of factly informed me my dog had been sick.
Oh NO!!!!! Sally HAD been sick. MUCH!!!! (I know why. When PS had
turned up, as always with him, she'd got a bit anxious and
started chewing on her rawhide chewy 'bone' thing. Somehow she'd
managed to swallow a whole intact long length of it - and that
had prompted the re-emergence of the last of PSs pastie - with
interest! SO embarassing! Luckily, a couple of poop scoop bags
mostly did the business, and the understanding dog owning
landlady provided some tissues to enable me to erase all trace
from the carpet. Phew. Dogs! Who'd have one! (Apart from that
unfortunate incident, Sally was her usual 'can't be faulted',
well behaved self.) . . eventually back home for TV and chats . .
. BB called . . TVd with biscuits until finally to bed around
3am!! ds
16 - Up
around 8:45am . . all walked - and then carried on out to the end
of the breakwater in the biting cold wind. Back along the
breakwater and then carried on further the short distance across
the patch of beach and along the coast to the bleak looking
outdoor pool. Poor PS had to keep hanging around as I insisted on
stopping here, there and everywhere to play with my new camera.
Can't understand how it is he doesn't seem to feel the cold as
much as I do? I was wearing four layers, hat and gloves and was
utterly frozen. He had on much less and didn't seem to think it
was 'that' cold - although I saw the colour of his hands. Looked
pretty blue to me! . . Eventually headed back and ended up in the
breakwater restaurant (dogs welcome) for an english breakfast and
coffee (all on PS!). . back home by mid afternoon. . . TVd but
HAD to go lay down for a nap for a couple of hours, leaving PS
watching TV and football scores and the like. . woke just after
6pm . . all walked and then back via the store to buy a couple of
things . .BB called . . TVd . . ate beef sandwiches with crisps
and then chocolate . . .TVd until bed around 2am. s
17 - Up
around 8:45am again . . left PS sleeping and woke up real slow.
Checked the car started and warmed it up a little . . all walked
real late - around 10am!! . .back home for a coffee and then all
drove (Sally included), intending to give her a run on Pn beach.
Messed up in the traffic somehow (I thought there was a
roundabout at the end of the sea front!? There wasn't.) and ended
up driving straight on to TQ rather than attempt to negotiate the
one way system to get back. Succeeded in finding a free parking
space on the seafront, half way between the town and the railway
station. Gave Sally a bit of a run on the tiny patch of wind and
waveswept sand (grey skies, wind, big waves and so, SO cold!!!)
before walking back towards town. On PSs suggestion, we ended up
having a cooked English breakfast and coffee at a cafe (sitting
at the pavement tables outside in the cold, because of Sally),
all paid for by PS again! This weekend has cost him a small
fortune - and I'm in danger of starting to enjoy eating lots!! .
. returned to the car and drove to the railway station and
thankfully had no trouble getting a 'free for drop offs and pick
ups' parking space again. Exactly on time again, the train pulled
in, shortly after 2pm and PS was on his way. Drove straight home
(passed Mum on the way and stopped for the breifest of words) and
after PCing photos a bit, slept the afternoon away. It's nice
having some relaxed company sometimes, but I can't help it, it
sure is nice when they're gone again too! :o/ . . woke around 6pm
. . walked and carried on back down to the harbour in the
absolutely biting strong wind for more 'Xmas lights' photo
taking. Damn it - they seem to have a different lights settup
down there every time I go down! The big green one under the tree
and part of the sail on the old sailing ship wasn't on tonight.
Possibly the destructive effect on the wiring connections of the
strong wind. Freezing! . .
TVd/PCd, very much in the mood to be alone and quiet. Weird how I
always feel the need to 'recharge my aloneness' like that after
having been in company . . BB called . . ate beef sandwiches and
some popcorn . . TVd until bed around 1:30am.
18 - Up
around 8:15am . . walked. The easterly wind had eased since
yesterday, but it was still blowing strong and biting cold, and I
couldn't resist carrying on down round the harbour again and back
to the outdoor swimming pool for what I just knew were going to
be more ferocious, picture-worthy waves - especially with the
high tide due around midday I think it was. . half way round the
harbour by the coastguard station, was a news team from BBC
Spotlight doing an interview on the harbourside with the
coastguard's union rep. Sat on a not too distant seat out of
their way, and took a couple of snaps of them for 'posterity'.
Amused me to use the camcorder to zoom right in on them from my
distant viewpoint, and I managed a half decent low res still shot
of the somewhat embarassed looking cameraman. lolol. Bet he
doesn't find himself in front of the lens too often. . slowly
carried on out to the freezing, windswept, outdoor pool, and sure
enough as the tide was rising, the windblown waves were getting
pretty energetic. . Oh my godddddd it was cold out there. Totally
lost all feeling in my hands, which made pressing the camera
shutter release a real awkward pain in the - um - fingers.
Grabbed a bunch of photos with the camera lens poking through the
damn temporary fencing that was around the pool, trying to catch
the waves (with Sally safely tied to a distant railing). I guess
I shouldn't complain about the fencing. If it hadn't been there,
I would have inevitably been tempted to stand at dangerous
viewpoints in an attempt to get the shot I couldn't and didn't
get, and would certainly have been washed away by the occasional
REALLY big waves. Only able to go as far as the fence, I just got
wet and spray covered - and survived! Waves are hard as hell to
capture on a stills camera. Was pretty soon out of camera memory
(oh thank goodness!) and headed back, surely on the verge of
hypothermia! Absolutely freezing wind! .
. PCd with the central heating on, as well as the small electric
heater in the PC room . couldn't resist surfing onto the BBC
Spotlight page, and attempted to send the pics of the cameraman
to them, for him to have as a maybe rare souvenir of him at work.
lololol (I worked for the post office for almost twenty years,
and the couple of rare pictures of me actually AT work which I
have, are remarkable memory joggers to me and kinda 'precious').
. . added a couple more big images to my piccie pics page and PCd a bit of this . .ate ham
sandwiches, crisps and some chocolate . . napped for an hour or
so, perhaps not so much because I was tired, but more because I
just wanted to be warapped in a duvet and feel warm!!! . . PCd
this. (Still no contact from the owner of that found phone. So -
how long am I supposed to hang on to the damn thing before
binning it?) . .watched the local TV news - both ITV and BBC, and
did NOT see the interviewer I'd seen filming this morning!!?
Errr!?? Well - whoever they were, they were all stood within
fifty feet of a BBC satellite-dished van, so it was a reasonable
assumption to think they were the local BBC. If they weren't (and
if anyone actually bothers to look at the e-mail I sent them with
the pics of that cameraman), I'm gonna look pretty stupid. Oh
well - nothing new there then! . . touched base with Mum . .
walked with the tripod and had a go at photoing some of the more
'ott' Christmas lights on houses in the neighbourhood. Sadly none
of the pics can really do them justice. .still cold but less wind
and noticeably warmer as a result thank god. . PCd this - at
length for ages! . .touched base with BB . .ate sausage rolls
with crisps and some chocolate biscuits . . TVd (CSI) until bed
around 2am.
19 - Up
around 8:30am . . walked and back via town . popped in Mums for a
coffee to see the work she'd had done on the replacement of her
back garage door. Seems ok. . nasty headache . . TVd/PCd the day
away. Actually spent a good few hours surfing and looking at
radio scanners and the like. I have it in mind that it 'may' be
interesting at some point in the future to try and get hold of
some form of radio for listening in to the local coastguard
station and the like. Not sure. Catch 22 - I won't know until
I've tried, and I don't want to spend a bunch of money on a
(cheap-second hand) scanner for nothing. . . walked. Huge hoards
of 'kids' were gathered in Bgdns for a drinking/smoking 'party'.
As I walked past the lower pill box, a group of them were all
stood around as one of them was rolling a joint. Under the
circumstances it was difficult to just pretend to ignore them, so
I exchanged a non confrontational 'pleasant' kinda word. I've
actually never seen so much dope in one go. It's usually in
little baggies. THEY had a plastic 'coin' bag full! In excess of
£60s worth they said. (I admit to being awfuly jealous.) It's a
very different 'childhood' kids seem to have these days isn't it!
Not only are drugs and booze freely available to them - but they
also have the disposable income to be able to afford it!!??? . .
felt a little better than I had been all day after the walk, and
ate ham sandwiches with crisps and drank a coffee-mug of red
wine. My nasty headache returned immediately I'd drunk the wine -
with a vengence . . touched base with BB . . ate bowls of corn
flakes and TVd until bed at midnight. d
20 - Up at
8am in time to see the sunrise . . walked and cleared up huge
amounts of debris (mostly bottles and beer cans) from around
BGdns. Found a big black bin liner - and filled it! Sadly, no
signs of any 'coin bags' left behind! :o( . . found an unnopened
tin of Carlsberg for my efforts . .PCd and ended up attempting to
connect to my broadband connection with the surplus 'TalkTalk'
modem PS had let me have. Try as I did (for hours!) no way could
I figure out how the hell to get it to connect. Disappointing -
I'd thought that would be straightforward - and would enable me
to connect the PC in the living room completely independantly of
my main PC. Oh well . . . received mail from DS . . . drank half
a coffee mug of red wine while cooking three rashers of bacon,
three eggs and masses of fried potatoes with a piece of fried
bread. Ate much. . . napped for an hour an a half . . walked . .
Mum called to touch base and say she'd had a reply to a Christmas
card she'd sent, telling her some distant relative I have no real
knowledge of, had died - back in February! . . PCd. Received an
e-mail reply from that BBC Spotlight cameraman to say the photo
I'd sent of him had reached him. :o) . . TVd. Watched Crimewatch.
It was the last time Fiona Bruce was going to present it after an
eight year stint or some such. Seemed utterly bizarre and
inappropriate to me considering what THAT show is all about, that
they spent a whole precious segment of the airtime commemorating
her years presenting it, and even showing excerpts of past
reconstructions in the manner of 'best bits from the show'!!??
Bizarre. . . touched base with BB . . ate chocolate and bowls of
co-co pops . .to bed at 1am. s
21 - Up at
8am again. Misty out . . walked. Forecast was for slightly
warmer, but it very much didn't feel it!. . PCd . .received my
gas bill in the mail!! Yeah - right - and a happy Christmas to
you too! I was absolutely horrified at the amount when I opened
it - over £100!! It was an estimated bill. Turned out (once I'd
read my meter and phoned them up), it was around twice what it
should have been! Hah. . . ate corned beef, onion and grated
cheese warmed in the microwave and then put in sandwiches with
crisps . . napped . .walked and carried on round the harbour to
pop a christmas card through Uncle TJs letterbox. Felt MUCH
warmer and quite pleasant out (or it would have been if I wasn't
overheating so much in my four layers, hat and gloves). . PCd . .
BB called . . TVd/PCd until early before bed.
22 - Woken
by Sally climbing onto the bed next to me! Snoozed on fighting
for space, then up around 8:30am. . . walked . . .PCd a bit . .
Mum popped in with food and TV schedules donations . . ate Mum
donated ham rolls with crisps . . PCd and confirmed the 128mb
memory card from my old camera (which has been living in my
camcorder for the last year or more) will also fit in my new
camera, giving me storage for around forty plus images rather
than just the ninteen on the internal memory. :o) . . .napped. .
walked . . BB called . .ate corned beef, cheese, onion and mayo
sandwiches with crisps and then some popcorn and chocolate . .
TVd the evening away until bed around 2am. s
23 - Up
after 8:30am to wipe down all the condensation from the
bedroom/living windows. Must've amounted to a pint or so! . .
walked in the frosty sun. Did the long walk down through the
woods. Seemed like an exceptionally low tide demanding I wander
around on both beaches for a while, where it would normally be
under water. Found a chunky leather dog collar, which I took home
to attempt to salvage despite obviously having been submerged for
some time and being a little rusty. Eventually back after having
sat on a sunny bench in BGdns for a while. By the time I'd
recovered with a coffee (sitting on a front garden step in the
sun. SO good to feel some sun!) it was early afternoon already! .
. ate bacon and egg sandwiches . .PCd a bit and had a bit of a
surf and downloaded some freeware calendar making software to
experiment with. . napped . . ML called to touch base. Haven't
spoken with him for ages! Caught up on stuff. He confirmed he IS
now married, but even more 'mind boggling' than that was, they
are expecting a baby!! Also - 'S', the girl who went offroading with us back in 2000 - apparantly she is
dead now!!!!! Succumbed to her like of alcohol. :o(. . walked
late . . BB called . . TVd . . ate two double burger rolls around
midnight. . TVd until bed around 1am. aa
24 - Up at
7:20am, woken by the fridge making 'that' noise, and Sally coming
up to the bedroom to escape it. How I hate that fridge! . . PCd a
bit of this . .walked . . PCd and ended up aimlessly looking at
YouTube play guitar videos etc before finally succumbing to the
black mood I've been trying to keep at bay for the last week or
more. Ended up feeling real down. Not sure why particularly.
Largely 'lack of purpose' based I think. Typical Xmas humbug mood
then. . sat around . . ate corned beef and chips with two pieces
of bread and butter . . napped . . walked. .TVd and watched
'Pirates of the Caribbean' for the first time. Weird film - and
even weirder how that Johnny Depp character was strangely
'likeable' . .BB called . . ate Mum donated ham rolls, crisps,
popcorn and chocolate roll.. TVd until deep into early before
bed. S
25 - Up
around 8:15am . . . walked . .Mum called to touch base . .opened
my present from DS. A 'Planet Earth' DVD set. :o). . cut my
hair/beard etc. . . walked with Sally to Mums for dinner. Ate
huge amounts of roast potatoes, peas, sprouts, pork chop, gravy
etc. . rude or not, no way could I just sit around there for
hours and I pretty soon ended up returning home to sleep the rest
of the afternoon away . . walked late . .Mum called to say Sis1
was on her way down to see her . . touched base with Sis2 . . BB
called briefly. I cut the conversation short when I discovered my
toilet cystern was over filling and probably dripping out of the
overflow! Early indications of the ball cock valve washer needing
replacing I think. Ended up getting away with just adjusting the
valve screw and lowering the water level a bit to put more
pressure on the float etc. Phew. . .TVd/PCD until bed around 4am!
26 - Up
around 9am . . .walked late . . Mum and Sis1 popped in for chats
. . ate tinned hot dogs with four pieces of bread and butter . .
slept until around 7pm . .TVd the end of a Tom Hanks film
(Terminal?). . walked after 9pm . . BB called . . PCd and did a
little long overdue disc maintenance of sorting out a bit to
delete, etc. - forced on me because of the size of all these new
ten megapixel photos I'm taking. . ate bowls of corn flakes and
TVd just a little while I was formatting a hard disk before back
to sorting until bed after 3am. aa
27 - Woken
by Sally at 9am . . walked. Carried on walking down round the
harbour and ended up exploring, doing a monster walk all the way
to Berry Head - down around the quarry and then up to the
miniature lighthouse. Turned out the goats were out on the cliff
edges again, so it seemed prudent to turn round and head back
before any 'incidents' with Sally. Found a pair of what I think
are reading glasses. My eyes have got SO bad - I think I may have
to keep them. back home via the shop for milk and then stopped in
at Mums and picked up my instant gravy she'd decided not to use
on Christmas day. . back home around 1:30pm just in time to see
yet more barbarism in the name of religion on the news. . . PCd
this and photos briefly . . drank a mug of red wine and then
microwaved and ate the delicious Christmas day roast dinner left
overs, with a pint of gravy. .touched base briefly with Mum and
Sis2 before sleeping the rest of the afternoon away until around
7pm . . walked . . TVd and watched the 'Elizabeth' film that was
on. Uncomfortable watching a fiction, based on real people and
events, but highly thought provoking in a
'psychology/sociology/evolution/civilisation' kinda way!! I can't
understand the intricacies of such things. . touched base with BB
. . ate a handful of Kipling apple tarts. TVd/PCd until gone 3am
before bed. Benazir Bhutto was assasinated this day! sd
28 - Woken
by Sally barking at the postman around 9:15am . . walked in the
wind. . TV/PCd the day away as the weather turned awful . .
napped. Yet more dreams. I've been aware of dreaming a lot lately
- and more than once, about 'home' back in Bristol! :o( When I
wake from one of those, I'm not feeling very good about things at
all. . .ate a banana and a couple of Kipling apple tarts and then
walked . .touched base with BB . . ate Mum donated ham rolls . .
to bed around 2:30am.
29 - Woken
by Sally climbing on the bed at 8:30am. . . walked under blue
skies and carried on down town for a quick tour of charity shops,
only to then get caught out in a rain shower without a coat . .
did dishwashing chores etc . . Mum popped in for chats and a
coffee with food donations . . . ate Mum donated ham rolls . .
napped. . . walked . . TVd . . BB called . . ate chocolate
biscuits and chocolate . . TVd/PCd until early (birdsong?!)
before finally bed.
30 - Disturbed
sleep then up around 8:15am, to a golden glimpse of sunrise on
the horizon beneath the clouds. Headachey . .walked . . TVd . .
ate ham rolls and crisps, a banana and some chocolate . . napped
until around 6pm. Still a nasty headache!. . walked. Not that
cold out and almost no wind made for a pleasant sit in BGdns for
quite a while. . I absolutely HAVE to try and get back into a
more regular routine of sleeping more at night. Feel as though
I'm kinda 'losing control of myself' and am sinking deeper and
deeper into - um - 'darkness'. Darkness of mood that is, not just
nocturnal. I'm not gonna mess around making new years resolutions
I'll fail to acheive, but I DO need to try and make some
desperately needed 'changes' to myself, cause I'm really not
happy with me right now - to say the least. :o( . . BB called . .
briefly PCd a bit of this . .TVd . . ate a microwave curry with
bread and butter . . TVd until bed around 1am. aa
31 - Up
after 9am! Caught up on a bit of sleep there then! Actually, felt
SO much better for it . . walked real late in full weather gear,
but managed to somehow miss the rain. Found 6p . . popped out the
front briefly and kicked up all the debris in the gutter that
keeps on blocking the road drain, and crammed it all into a
couple of carrier bags. Added just a handful or two of cuttings
from the hedge, which were hanging over the path and threatening
to catch passers-by in the face, and then secreted it all in the
bottom of my wheelie bin . . pottered around the house all day,
cleaning up a bit, vacuuming and doing bed-linen laundry etc etc.
.briefly turned the power off and swapped an old 'getting
crunchy' light switch for a new one. Blimey - without
particularly intending to, I've replaced all but maybe two
switches (landing and bathroom) throughout the entire house now!
. gingerly used the tumble-drier 'in earnest', for more or less
the first time since I've been here (because I seem to have
mislayed some of my bedding - so had to get one of the sheets I'd
just washed, straight back on the bed)! Bet it cost a fortune in
electric so I won't be making a habit of it , but it sure seemed
pretty effective. . . ate a tin of baked beans with a chopped
onion, grated cheese and four pieces of bread and butter . . lay
down to nap but didn't much, if at all, and was then woken by the
phone ringing (no message left) around 5pm! Grrrr . . PCd a bit
of this. A couple of national news articles caught my eye today -
both referring to Bristol! Apparantly in the run up to the New
Year, shops in Bristol have sold more alcohol than anywhere else.
There was also apparantly an 'incident' in Warmley where someone
let off a large 'display' type firework (why is it possible for
people to still be able to easily get hold of those?) in an old
red telephone box. The thing was completely destroyed and
shrapnel was spread over a considerable area! Yep - thank god I'm
not in Bristol any more. Full of idiots . . Mum called to touch
base . . walked. Stopped of at Mums on the way out and dropped in
the pizza I've had in the freezer since I've been here (in fact -
that pizza may even have been in my freezer in Bristol - the
sell-by date was back in October!). Without a working oven I've
not been able to cook it, so Mum suggested (long ago) she'd do it
for me. High time I got it out of the way so tonight seemed like
a good idea . . did the walk and then stopped in at Mums on the
way home to pick up the pizza . .touched base with BB . . the
arrangement for tonight was that Mum would call me when she was
ready and I'd pop up to escort her down to spend the new year at
my place, the idea being that there may be some good fireworks
and such to see from the views from my house. All of a sudden Mum
was at my door - she'd come down on her own!! . . ate half the
pizza - which was actually perhaps not suprisingly pretty rubbery
and yucky. . ate half the microwaved Cristmas pudding with
clotted cream which Mum had brought down with her . . TVd until
getting on for midnight and then called Sis2 (as Mum and Dad have
always done for years, to let her hear the chimes of Big Ben at
midnight on the TV) . .so much for watching the fireworks from my
home. There were precious few - although it was quite pleasant to
hear the church bells chiming. Given the 'demographics' of the
area, I guess it was hardly suprising there wasn't much of a
hullabaloo - most people who live around here are over sixty. .
pretty soon escorted Mum back home and then returned to sit
around and TV until around 2:30am before to bed. S
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