February
1 - Woken by insistant Sally
around 8am . . .walked and took a couple of bits of video of
Sally and such . . . PCd videos etc. . between the chain smoking
and coffee drinking, ate a couple of bananas just to keep me
going. . . damn! I didn't have the video/CCTV running. I actually
saw a policeman on a push bike going past the house. It appeared
that he was 'escorting' some truants back to school!!! How cool
is that. So - they really DO actually have a go at curtailing the
truants from time to time. Amazing. What a world - that school
children have to be 'policed' like this (££££?)!!!!!! . .
.ended up all exhausted and napped . . . walked. . .reheated half
a chicken. Mum called to touch base and talk TV programs JUST as
it was time for the chicken to come out of the oven. Grrrr. .
eventually ate the chicken with four pieces of bread and butter
and half a tub of coleslaw . . . touched base with BB . . . PCd
the rest of the day away until some time early - again!! Amused
myself by putting together a silly, SILLY bit of video. lolololololololol
:o)
ps
2 - Woken by Sally just before
8am . . .walked and found a penny. Hmmm - a trio of kids at the
top of the field, sure looked like those three that I caught
truanting on the video the other day. Past 9am - not at school
AGAIN!!! . . PCd - um - well - all day really!!!! Actually
overdid the 'concentrating-on-a-screen' thing, and ended up
feeling pretty unwell. :o( Ate the last banana or two . .
squeezed in a little dishwashing chores early evening while the
PC processed. Finished the 'Sally Gardens' video and much of the work done for another. . . walked
with the PC burning a test disc again. . . stopped for cod and
chips takeaway and a bottle of Coke on the way home . . .TVd a
little and then 'proof' watched a couple of bits of the burned
disc on the TV. Damn - I think I'm gonna have to re-visit every
single one of those and tidy up some loose ends I've found.
Biggest pain in the rear is how the 'titles' screens look fine on
the living room PC, but when I look at the same files on the
'main' PC in the back bedroom, or in fact on the TV, I see
outlines of where I've manipulated the text!!! That just won't do
at all! Must be the cheaper/lower memory, graphics card in the
living room I guess - but very suprised it'll make SUCH a
difference like that!!?? . . touched base with BB, struggling to
fend off the desire to immediately sleep, brought on by suddenly
eating something. . .TVd/PCd . . .LB called and then popped in
and loaned me a new CD . . . PCd attempting to sort out the
errors in, and 're-compile' all the videos, but ended up getting
in a mess - losing track of which file was the latest, and
eventually gave up until I'm more awake. . . PCd just a bit of
this, because I'm getting horribly behind with it and am starting
to forget what happened an hour ago, never mind a couple of
days!!. . .
3 - Woken by BB calling . .
.walked in the freeze and found a penny. Videod the litter until
I couldn't feel my hands! . . . PCd all day again!!!! . . . big
hassle with my main PC. :o( Not sure what's wrong, but the living
room PC is acting far quicker and stronger. Uh oh. :o(
walked . . . ate half a chicken, coleslaw
and four pieces of bread and butter . . .touched base with BB . .
. PS popped round for the usual . . . PCd attempting to delete
stuff . . .LB called in around 1:45am!!!!???
4 - Woken by Sally around 7:45am
. . .walked and found a penny . . . PCd and deleted all the music
videos/defraged/viruscanned etc. . . napped for an hour or so,
around 3pm . . .ate bowls of cornflakes and brown sugar . . .PCd
. . . walked . . . touched base with BB . . . PCd more. . LB
called in with sausages around 1.45am - no - hang on - that was
yesterday wasn't it? Oh hell I don't know!!!
5 - Woken by Sally just before
8am . . .walked and found a penny .. . pcd. . . ate LBs lamb
joint with four pieces of bread and butter . . .napped late for
an hour or two . . woke feeling rather unwell . .. walked . .
.pcd . . . ate half a chicken with coleslaw and four pieces of
bread and butter . . .pcd until abed at 2am
6 - Woken by Sally just after
7am . . .walked . . PCd videos . . . ate chicken sandwiches and
two bags of crisps. . popped next door and rang the neighbour's
bell, (only one obviously at home in the street) intending to ask
her to be a DVD guiney pig. I'd got all concerned and wound up
about compatability issues. Would these DVDs I'm absolutely
SLAVING over, actually play on someone elses machine, or am I
locked in my own little world with them? She immediately
suggested she'd already tried PC burned discs on her machine and
they wouldn't work. Oh well - that's that then - never mind. :o(
. . . napped . . . experimented with a new DVD menu by IVideo. I
get the impression it makes much more flexible and professional
acting menus than those I've used to date. Oh yes - that's JUST
what I need when I'm racing to try and get these things done by a
deadline - a whole new software program to learn in an
instant!!!! :o( . . walked. A bunch of kids were destroying
another one (the last remaining?) of the rainwater downpipes on
the premises at the end of the shops rank (which I believe
someone has put in an application to convert to flats! Who on
earth would want to live there - on the main road, right opposite
the school??!!?!!!). I think I must have looked in their
direction at what they were doing, for just a little too long,
since murmers of abuse started to drif across from them. .just
back in through the door and the neighbour popped round - with a
DVD machine in her arms for me to borrow if I wanted!!!! Managed
to prersuade her to just quickly pop back home and try one of my
discs in her own machine! Yayyy - it worked. What a relief.
Thanked her and said that was all I required and gave her, her
DVD straight back. . Mum called to touch base and say there was
an interesting show on later - about a half ton man!!!? Caught a
preview on the TV as we were talking, which was more than enough
for me thank you so very much - no - I won't be watching THAT!!
Jeeze - WHAT a lump!!! Who's been feeding him, that's what I want
to know. He can't even turn over on his bed let alone walk, so he
hasn't been going to the shops for groceries has he! Whoever has
been feeding him should be arrested for abuse or neglect or
something. . . . touched base with BB . . . ate bowls of co-co
pops while PCing . . . early to bed around 11pm leaving the PC
running, burning an image of my DVD to the hard drive for later
commital to discs. I figure that should make things just a bit
quicker for multiple copies - hopefully!? paas
7 - Woken by Sally just before
7am . . .straight on to the PC to check if it was happy. It
appeared to be, so I immediately set a DVD burning. . . walked. On the way back from the
field, a lot of the school kids were wandering around excitedy
looking at some leaflets and discussing where it was, and making
plans to attend. Stood next to the school entrance gate was a
young guy, handing out the leaflets to every child that passed. I
stopped and asked for one - "You're not under seventeen, are
you?" he said - I replied that I wanted to see what he was
handing out. Turned out to be adverts for 'Panache Nightclub' who
will be hosting a 'MINT' event (sponsored by Coca-Cola!) on
Sunday the 12th. apparantly "club sessions for 14-17
year olds. The UKs finest DJs spinning the biggest chart,
ultimate dance, massive RNB hits & awsome club anthems! 7pm -
11pm. This event is promoted and operated by one of the UKs most
experienced u-18 club event organisers. Admission only £7 all
inclusive - soft drinks & cloakroom Pay on door. Age 14-17
year olds only. ID may be required." Blimey! So - which
bit of all that will I start my 'rant' with? Well, first of all,
I think there is something extremely
wrong with someone hanging around a school gate trying to sell
something like that - to children! Jeeze - at the age of fourteen
I think I was still running around playing
'one-two-three-releaster' with the other kids over 'the dump'!! I
certainly wasn't going out clubbing!!! These days, seems to me -
childhood is short - childishness is long! :o(. . . burned
another copy on the last of my discs. :o( Uploaded the 'revised
and updated' version of my 'Welcome To The Jungle' video - took a
good half an hour on my dial up!!! :o( Felt obliged to do that
because as far as I can tell, somehow some sort of video search
engine thingy is picking up on it and people are dowloading it -
probably thinking it is actual footage of the band!!! Oops. Sorry
guys - no - just crazy pictures of 'the hood'! . . . left Sally
at home and drove to Emersons Green in search of more blank
DVD-Rs. Actually ended up buying four packs of five that were
pretty cheap (£3.79 per pack) in Lidl - in nice slimline cases
too. Popped in another store and invested a whole £2 (why so
cheap?) on a 25 pack of cheap plastic CD folders, to protect the
bunch of loose ones I always seem to have laying around in the
brick dust all over the place. On to Sainsburys to buy some
padded bags for posting stuff, and ended up buying a 10 pack of
DVD-RWs because they were only £7 which seemed like a steal. . .
raced home and put together the three packages of the DVD copies
I intend to send. . walked with Sally round to the post office
and got them sent. AT LAST!!!! Oh thank god that's over with!
WHAT a struggle that's been. Dunno why I had to put SO much
pressure on me to get them done by a certain date (which I
completely missed!! :o( ). I got it in my mind to send a copy to
DS to coincide with his birthday card, a copy to BB to concide
with valentines, and then a copy to mum. Missed the boat
completely! Found a penny. . .ripped the James Blunt CD LB loaned
me and then cooked up three of the sausages she'd donated the
other night, together with some mushrooms amd baked beans and ate
with four pieces of bread and butter . . . napped for an hour or
so, only to wake feeling a bit iffy yet again!! Thankfully soon
passed. Wouldn't be so bad if I hadn't seen that Forensic
Detectives program the other day, all about the guy that was
being poisoned by his buisness partner and friend who was lacing
his food with something very weird and almost untraceable!! . .
celebrated the end of my (first) 'Clips DVD' burning nightmare by
cutting my (its got 'bushy') hair, cleaning up a bit and doing a
little laundry . . PCd a bit of this but frankly, the last fews
day are just a blur of spending every minute wrestling with the
PCs. :o( Uh oh - oh no - did I make a mistake on those
DVDs I just posted? Did I mean
to leave out the Lakme file because it wouldn't fit, or was that
a mistake? Bugger! Oh well - better hurry up and get started on
number 2 !!!!!!!!! :o( lololol :o) . . .went to go on line and
found LB had left an ansaphone message earlier this morning!!
(Damn - I SO have to have that weird cable company free ansaphone
thing taken off - I never know if I've had a message left until
hours/days later!) Oh my god! The windscreen on her guys car was
smashed outside by a passer by in the night! She was asking
(joking) if I had my camera pointed that way. Damn - typical -
the first time in ages I have an early night, and 'something'
happens! Actually - that is the first thing to learn about
personal CCTV systems. It's sods law. The liklihood of actually
'catching' something 'proper' happening on record, is pretty
remote (especially when you aren't very good at keeping it
running 24hrs a day, with an extensive rotation of video tapes).
. popped up LBs and returned the CD and gave her a copy of my DVD
as she'd requested . . . walked in the strong breeze . . . PCd
more of this while watching TV, although I think I'm in danger of
having the rest of the day off from the damn thing, leaving my
journal in a half finished disorganised mess of memory joggers.
I've sure had my fill these last few days (or is it weeks now?!!
Ugggh.) . . . TVd . . . touched base with BB . . .TVd. Very windy
out! . . . ate some toffee sponge stuff . . . TVd and watched my
own DVD (again!) How sad am I!!! But I like it! :o) . . . TVd/PCd
until gone 2am. pass
8 - Woken by Sally just before
8am . . .walked and found a penny. The strong 'breeze' of last
night has done a good job of 'sweeping' up all the litter in the
field, into mountanous heaps against every obstacle - mostly
against the building site fence! Looks like a landfill!! The wind
also knocked down one of the rusted rugby posts - again. . .Mum
called to confirm she'd got the DVD I sent her. Some confusion
over the fact that I've done a different ('proper') menu system
to all the others I've sent her, and I had to try and explain and
walk her through things. (I got the impression she'd been sat
there watching/listening to (a bit of sampled Ray Charles piano -
'Don't Mess Around') the repeating title screen for rather a long
time before she realised she had to do something to start
watching it!!! lolol) . . messed around with an old back pack
type, wide nylon strap I've kept hanging around the place for
years because I just knew it would come in useful for something,
and eventually came up with a way of attaching it to the (rather
heavy) tripod I usually tend to want to use, and succeeded in
coming up with a way of being able to sling it across my back
rather than have to carry it with an aching arm. Excellent. . .
Mum called back and touched base after having watched the DVD .
:o) . . . walked with Sally, the video camera, and testing the
tripod slung across my back, down through St Georges park, to
experiment with filming one of the road junctions down there!!!!
Oooh what excitement! lolololol Found a penny. . .how weird.
While I was stood there filming the road junction, two guys who
walked by at different times, covered their faces - one with his
coat, the other walked up the entire street with his arm in front
of his face before glaring back at me!!! Ok - I can fully
understand not particularly wanting to be filmed like that, but
in common with most people, I'd just make sure I was looking away
as I passed. Wonder what THEIR story was? Maybe the police should
try just sitting on the street with a video camera, and then pull
for questioning, anyone who is SO keen on remaining out of the
picture like that. . eventually ran out of battery charge and
walked through the park and home to play PC with the results . .
ate a microwaved tin of cheap stewed steak with four pieces of
bread and butter and soon after lay down for a nap. Almost ended
up back at the window. I could hear what sounded like running
feet and then - um - some screaming kinda. Took me a while to
realise what it was. :o! All I'll say is - um - it would appear
that next door and her guy (who moved out) are still very good
friends, he is very youthful and energetic (I don't think I was
EVER, THAT youthful and energetic! :o( ), and she appreciates
that greatly! Eventually to sleep for a couple of hours, once the
height of passion had descended. I almost had to get up and have
a cigarette myself! . .walked and found 6p . . .TVd a little but
soon turned it off and listened to music on the living room PC,
looking at the footage I took earlier. No. No matter how I look
at it, I'm not happy with the results. Waste of time all that
was. :o( . . . ate bowls of sugar with a few cornflakes . . .
early to bed around 11pm with what BB calls a 'sugar coma'. . .
woken by the sound of BB leaving an ansaphone message in the
distance, but somehow went straight back to sleep. ps
9 - Woken by Sally around 7:30am
. . . PCd just a bit of this. Hmmm - I really should commit to
getting this all sorted and up to date today! It's in a terrible
mess! Owwww - maybe tomorrow - look at that sunshine! . . .walked
and found a lighter. . . left Sally at home and drove to Asda at
Longwell Green to buy the small camera tripod I saw, the last
time I was there, when the assistant allowed me to remove the
packaging so I could have a better look. It had a neat locking
swivel mounting bolt and there was a screw underneath where the
legs attached. I suspect I may be able to undo that screw, lose
the legs, and then fashion some means of mounting it in the car.
. bought the tripod and ended up buying another five pack of
tapes too. Stopped off at Comet, but they don't sell spare
batteries for the camera (how silly), so that was a waste of
time. . . sure enough, the screw on the tripod was quickly
removed and all the legs fell away quite nicely, leaving me with
the bit I was interested in. .messed around going through ALL my
junk and bits and pieces of everything everywhere until
eventually I decided on a weird slightly cone shaped washer.
Screwed the tripod
fitment to it, drilled four holes around the edge and then
screwed that to the side of the instrument housing in the car
with four small self tapping screws (after having melted pilot
holes with a dart point, heated with a cigarette lighter!). I
guess that's the beauty (!!??) about having a relatively
worthless old rusting, beaten up car, that the passing yobs have
trashed, and that you intend to drive into the ground. You don't
care 'quite' so much about just going ahead and doing such
things. . . left Sally at home and went for a quick test drive in
my very own 'VASCAR', down almost into town, and then down the
M32 and back. Blimey - not sure all those pot holes and
vibrations are gonna be too good for the camera, but it seems to
do the trick quite nicely. Doesn't obstruct my field of view for
driving much more than the windscreen wipers; just clears the
wipers from view if I zoom it just a tweak; easily manipulated if
I need to; real easy to glance at to see whatchya' got, and how
much tape and battery are left. Hmmmm - wonder if you can buy a
power supply/charger for use in a car, running from the lighter
socket? . . . ummd and ahhd. Dare I? Shall I have a go at doing
the video I've imagined for that Spin Doctors number with the
neat guitar riff? It's getting a bit late and that low winter sun
is awful for filming on the move - but - do it, do it, do it! . .
nervously loaded Sally up in the back of the car and headed off
back down into town, to start filming from the end of the M32 and
then on out, in one long continuous take, along the M4 and M48 to
the Severn bridge. . oops. I chose the wrong toll booth -
automated - and had to have a frantic search for the correct
coins (£4.80!!!!! Ouch!) before carrying on across. Hmmm - that
didn't take long (not long enough for the music by my
calculations!) - and the new severn crossing is only down river a
few miles - 'should' be possible to keep going and return over
that one shouldn't it? Got a bit lost and had to take a slip road
and a quick spin around a roundabout somehwere in Wales before
eventually finding my way back across the 'new' bridge. All went
ok until I figured I may as well try and capture some 'driving
through town' footage on the way back. Predictably got stuck in
the stationary queues and all of a sudden the camera shut itself
off! Out of battery charge or tape - not sure which. :o( Oh well.
. slowly inched back home in the heavy traffic to examine the
result. PCd . . Well - the concept works - but that low winter
sunlight with all the shadows is awful! . . ate a couple of
biscuits to stop the shakes . . walked and found a penny. Stopped
for sausage and chips takeaway on the way home . . . PCd the rest
of the night away until around 2am, wrestling with the living
room PC settings, trying to get a decent x8 speed copy of todays
drive without a black overscan border, and then set it to the
music . . touched base with BB shortly before bed around 2:30am. ps
10 - Woken by Sally around
7:15am. . Brrrr. . .walked in the frost and found 3p. Strangely
quiet out? Have the kids got a day off or something? . . oh dear.
I just can't leave it alone!! Put in a few hours on 'fast
forward' videos. Actually - there are SO many of that type that
could be done, it'll get monotonous. Gotta do something similar
down town one day, with all the crowds of people - IF they don't
all try and hide their faces!! Need to start thinking up ways to
camoflage the camera/tripod. I want to be a tree? lol . . .PCd a
bit of this - I must -I gotta get on top of it - while uploading the
latest video attempts, which
I'm not altogether happy with at all, but it seemed a shame to
waste the footage!!!!!!!!!! I 'think' I'm having some fun doing
these things - but at the same time I'm rather concerned that I'm
just 'keeping busy' (understatement! The time/money I've put into
this latest fad of mine is ridiculous!) in a VERY
schizoid/avoidant way, not stopping to allow ANY other thoughts
to enter my head. If I pause for a single moment, I feel pretty
lost and down. :o( Schizoid/avoidant to the max right now. I was
sent some DVds by DS for Christmas. I've not even e-mailed him to
say thank you - and now I've even missed his birthday!?? I'm not
too sure what's going on with me at the moment. Haven't been this
'caught up/consumed' in doing such nonsense since I was doing all
that programming at work - and of course I painfully remember
well how THAT ended up!!! :o( All I know is - I have around
20,000 individual tracks in my music collection - and there is a
whole world out there to capture on video and apply to them - so
that's what I'm doing right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????. .
. all that PCing wiped me out and I was soon forced to nap for a
couple of hours. Woken by PS calling the ansaphone. . . .walked,
feeling a bit shaky. I need food - lots - now! . . four kids on a
single moped riding along the cycle track across the field - and
then taking it in turns to rant the thing up and down the
emergency-vehicles-only road!! . . walked round the kebab
takeaway on the way home and treated myself to 'one no chilli,
easy on the salad - AND a bag of chips please'. . . touched base
with BB . . . a test burn of the latest videos finished, on one
of those new DVD-RWs I bought cheap in Sainsburys, but the damn
thing wouldn't play on the DVD machine!!? Messed around and test
burned it again on another of the discs and THAT one didn't work
either! So - that's why they were so cheap. They actually are
useless!!!! Grrrr. :o( . . . PS popped round for chats and
biscuits and was eventually forced to watch the videos. Wow -
they sure work better on a TV screen. :o) . . . TVd/PCd and
touched base with BB before bed around 2:45am. Freddie Laker died
this day. p
11 - Woken by Sallys sharp claws
and wet nose 'caressing' my face around 7:30am!! Ouch - ewwww! .
. .walked and filled three carrier bags of 'litter duty'. . .
felt yucky and somehow ended up back in bed and slept through
until around 1:30pm, but still felt yucky!!! . . .waking up in
front of the TV, three hooded kids on mini motos went screaming
down the middle of the road past the house, as bold as you
please! That had me gettting the CCTV/video going - and then
taking a giant step over 'the line', into
'worryingly-obsessive-behaviour-land', climbed up into the attic
with the camcorder and set it up on the tripod (I've actually
left one up there, all set up!!), peeking out of the slightly
opened skylight. Actually suited me to sit there keeping watch,
doing nothing for ages because I wasn't feeling so good anyway.
Eventually the waste-of-time/get-a-life concerns got to me, and I
ended up clearing up and vacuuming out the layers of angle
grinder brick dust from all around the attic - all the while
trying to keep an ear open for the deafening nauseating sound of
screaming mini motos. . well - I can't help but say it - I was
VERY - um - 'satisfied', when I actually managed to capture
little Xxxxxx riding his moto around the streets. GOT YOU, you little f*****! (I'm afraid, I can even
actually be heard growling that under my breath on my camcorder
footage! lololololololol). Nothing that can be done with it of
course, but it just makes me feel SO
much better, to have actually recorded some of HIM, 'in the act'!
See, see, see - I don't make it up! I DO tell the truth about all
this - I REALLY DO!!!! . . . walked. Sally suddenly raced off
into that same old bushes overhang at the bottom of the field,
excited by something!? She soon lost interest but I thought I'd
better have a good look under there with my torch, just to - um -
feel safe as I passed! Uh oh - there IS someone under there!!!!
Couldn't quite make out what I was seeing at first and kept
shining my torch in there as I walked by the overhanging
branches. Eventually I was able to make it out. Turned out to be
a girl stood with her back to the garden fence, and a boy was on
his knees in front of her with his back towards me!!!! They
appeared to be both fully clothed, so I guess he hadn't finished
pleading to her on bended knees yet! lol I carried on, but then
got a bit up tight about it, just in case it wasn't as innocent
as it appeared, and I actually took a couple of paces back and
said 'I presume your both ok aren't you?'. The boy (a long pause
- presumably embarassed) eventually said they were fine. The girl
didn't say a word, but I guess she could have if something was
amiss. Left them to it. Yucky place to be doing what I presume
they were doing. :o( . . eaten nothing all day - shaky and in
need of immediate food. Quickly ate sugary bowls of cornflakes .
. .touched base with BB . . . PCd the short snips of Little
Xxxxxx footage . . . cooked up the remaining three LB donated
sausages, with mushrooms and half a tin of baked beans and ate
with four pieces of bread and butter around midnight. . . touched
base breifly with BB before bed around 1am. paas
12 - Woken by insistant Sally
around 7am! Uggh - she's starting to get earlier and earlier
again. :o( . . .walked . . . sat around feeling like doing
nothing - so that's pretty much what I did all day!! . . . Mum
called to touch base . . . TVd/PCd . . . ate microwaved roast
chicken and potatoes withg a pint of gravy and then huge amounts
of chocolate . . caught up on lost sleep and napped all afternoon
. . . walked . . . TVd/PCd . . .touched base with Mum after
reading some of the text news and told her about the tragedy of
the fire at her local Paington zoo and of the six week old
giraffe and its mother that had died in it. :o( . . . touched
base with BB . . . ate bowls of co-co pops and more chocolate . .
. TVd/PCd until bed around 2am. pas
13 - Woken by Sally earlier then
up at 8am . . .walked. Very much milder out all of a sudden.
Makes for muddy! . . . left Sally at
home and drove down to the dogs home with the camcorder.
Predictably upsetting. :o( . .stopped off at the Greenbank
Cemetery on the way home and used up the remaining battery charge
. . . PCd the footage. I swear I can still smell the stench of
that dogs home about me!! :o( . . ate garlic sausage and lettuce
sandwiches with two bags of crisps and then a little toffee
sponge . . . napped until woken by Sally around 6pm . . .walked
and found a penny . . . PCd yet more . . . ate a bunch of
biscuits just to keep me going. . . PCd untill gone 3am before
bed! ps
14 - Woken by Sally earlier then
up just before 8am again. God I'm SO very tired . .walked in the
mud . . . PCd this while uploading the latest ('there lies the
grave of hope') video attempts . . . ate garlic sausage, lettuce, onion, grated
cheese, mayo and tomato sandwiches with two bags of crisps and
then a bunch of biscuits. . . napped the rest of the day away
until around 6pm . . . walked . . .PCd/TVd . . . touched base
with BB . . .ate bowls of cornflakes and then corned beef
sandwiches with two bags of crisps. . . 'earlyish' to bed not
long after midnight. Good grief - the 'sharks' are having a
feeding frenzy all of a sudden!! Whole bunch of spam to the
website, allegedly from just about every bank you can name!! pas
15 - Woken by Sally around
6:30am! Grrrr. :o( . . .walked and found 12p . . . back to sleep
until woken by Mum calling the ansaphone around 11am . . . walked
with Sally and the camcorder, with the tripod slung over my back.
Half way across the local field, and two yobs on a scrambler went
roaring by across the rugby pitch. I played video camera. They
drove on down the field (MUCH too close to Sally, running loose,
for comfort! Pratt!! I should have been looking out for HER
safety, not dicking around with the camcorder!!) across and
eventually through the gap in the hedge, out onto the roads and
away. You could actually hear their distant progress along the
roads by the deafening noise from the
exhaust. I suspected they were heading for the next (larger)
field down - which was unfortunate because that was the way Sally
and I were heading. :o( Sure enough, before I reached the next
field, it was quite obvious that WAS where they were riding
around - at CONSIDERABLE speed! As I climbed the steep track and
emerged into the field, a small group of kids and dogwalkers were
huddled near the trees, keeping away from the yob racing around
all over the field (and football pitches) on the bike, churning
up the wet ground into a deeply rutted mess as he went. Half way
across the field, with the kid in the distance heading straight
towards me and Sally (AND an old lady walking HER dog) I did my
usual silly nonense of deciding to have a go at videoing the
idiots - in full view!!! I think somehow in my mind, the nearby
presence of the strange, low, single rail, metal, scaffold pole
like fence, that has been erected all around the rugby club
pitches, gave me some sort of cover!!?? (Well - 'protection' from
being driven at, at least.) Oh my god! That's IT, isn't it!! THAT
is why the rugby club invested all that money in having that
weird fence erected there! Just to stop yobs from riding/driving
over the pitches and destroying them! Ohwww - myyyyyy - god! What
a state we are in. . :o( The presence of me with the camera
appeared to have something of the imagined/desired effect on the
guy on the bike, and he turned round and headed back to his mate,
just before reaching the old, scared looking woman, walking her
dog. After a bit of camcorder zooming, I realised that I was
shaking SO much with fear/adrenaline, that I couldn't possibly
hold the camera still enough to make filming worthwhile, so I
carried on with Sally. The nervous old woman sought an ally in me
as a fellow dogwalker, and exchanged a few words. She WAS scared,
and told of how some kids on a bike like that, had once driven up
to her and then kept circling her (indian wagon train style), all
the while laughing at her. :o( I eventually left her being
worried and carried on my way. Further on across the field, the
bike was coming back my way. The original rider had quickly
disappeared and his mate was now ranting around on it. With the
usual arrogance, which I have learned to recognise, of "go on - film me all you like - you can't touch me
you ****!" he rode straight
down the field towards me. Shaking like a leaf, I obliged and
took some awfully blurry shaky footage of him, as he did so.
Thankfully, he WAS just 'posturing', and just turned around
nearby and rode off back the way he'd come. I carried on my way
and soon out of the field and along the roads - but I guess I
must admit, that the slightest hint of any approaching motorcycle
during a large part of the rest of the walk, got me looking
around and more than a bit up-tight!
Why
relate all this - um - 'nothing'? Well - cause I think walking
around with a camcorder ready to 'catch stuff' is SO
neat! lololol The footage I took was so zoomed and blurred and
shaky, it is of course, utterly unwatchable and useless for
anything. What IS interesting, in amongst all that blurred and
shaky, there were the odd handful of half decent individual
frames (at 25 fps.). Using my 'Intervideo Win DVD 5' software to
view the footage, I captured the individual frames of my choice,
to a 768x576 resolution (JPG) image - hence this strip of
thumbnails just to prove how cool that is. I think - don't bother
buying a digital stills camera anymore. Just buy a cam-corder
(could do with a flash though!). . played with the camcorder
before reaching Eastville Park, at a particular vantage point
I've sought out in the past. Eventually into the park, straight
along the river, and up onto Purdown to play camcorder some more
near the communications tower. spotted one burned out motorbike
and huge amounts of bits of various
mopeds fairings laying around ALL over the place!! .got caught
out without a coat in a shower and soon after called it quits and
headed home. Couldn't even shelter (or film!) in the old WW2
anti-aircraft gun battery positions as I'd planned, because they
appear to have all been relatively recently re-fenced off from
the vandals and graffiti idiots. All a bit too late - which of
course would maybe have made for some interesting footage! :o(. .
. eventually back down to Snuff Mills and just passing the tea
gardens when some kid hollared out 'Ayyyyy It's YOU!' albeit in a
'relatively' good natured way. Uh oh. 'Errrr - do I know you?' I
asked - nervously, although I'm not sure why. Turned out there
was a bunch of them all down there on their push bikes (half
term), 'messin' around by the river'. Blimey - just like 'proper'
kids for a change! . minimal abuse as they all rode past, a short
time later. . . back along the swollen river and couldn't resist
setting the tripod up by the waters edge (near where the old,
almost gone-without-trace, snuff-mill used to be), and getting a
bit of footage of the plastic drinks bottles and handful of
bright yellow tennis balls, that for the forseeable future
appeared to be stuck in the undertow/vortex thingy, at the bottom
of the low waterfall, going round and round and round. . all of a
sudden some young girl (University (UWE) student type) armed with
a real fancy digital camera, was stood next to me, a 'fellow
photographer'!!! lolololololol Apparantly she was doing some
'project' or other for her photography course, which involved
going around taking pictures of 'curves in nature'!!?? I admit
that she DID appear to have a very good close up photo of some
curvy fungi - but - well - 'curves in nature'?? I mean - isn't
ALL of nature curved? As a 'course project', it's hardly gonna
give her any difficulty is it! Straight lines
in nature - now THAT would be something more impressive!!!!! :o/
I'm not sure I can even think of one - not really - when you look
close. Is 'straight lines' a man made creation?. . . stopped off
at Morrisons on the way home for two ready cooked extra tasty
chickens for £5. . . ate half a chicken with four pieces of
bread and butter and a tray of jaffa cakes late afternoon. . .
just HAD to lay down for a bit of a nap, despite it being nearly
6pm!! . . .woke after an hour or so. Walked late. . back home to
find an ansaphone message from LB telling me when her next France
trip is, so I can give her money for tobacco. . . PCd video.
Damn. Not sure I can actually do anything with all that footage I
set out to take today, no matter how I try and 'bend' it to fit.
. As usual, it seems to be the 'emerging targets of opportunity'
done on the spur of the moment, which make for the most 'useable'
stuff!. . . touched base with BB . . . PCd through until gone
2am, doing 'the swollen river Frome', 'round and round' videos (which REALLY don't work, small for the PC). What
is satisfying to ME about those is, I managed to get the camera
set up right, to take footage of the fast moving water like it
should. Learning, learning. . couldn't sleep for some reason and
tossed and turned until well gone 3am! pas
16 - Up around 8:15am, just
before BB called . . . walked. Carried on and walked with Sally
in the heavy showers up to Kingswood to bank this months £50 PSB
win, buy some bread supplies and to buy some worming tablets and
creep crawly repellant for Sally. She seems to have been
suffering from a lot of itching of late (I may be wrong but it
seemed to get a lot worse after a swim in the Frome on one of our
walks!?). . . more heavy showers . . .received a box of valentine
chocolates in the mail from BB!!! Blimey - how embarassing!! It's
supposed to be the other way round isn't it?!! I'm supposed to
'woo' HER with cards and chocolate - not the other way round! And
all I sent her was a couple of cards and a DVD she can't play!
:o/ Who'd have me, eh?! . . . rang Staple Hill police station
enquiring if that chain-mail 'hoodie' I found had been claimed by
anyone - and if not, the six weeks is up so can I have it please?
The woman said she'd have to check the paperwork and call me
back, which she eventually did, to say yes it was mine if I
wanted to come and get it. Jumped in the car and went straight
over and claimed it. Dunno - that 'may' be the first thing I ever
try to sell on e-bay, some time in the future. . . ate half an
oven warmed chicken with a stick of cheap garlic bread . . .
inevitably napped the afternoon away until around 6:15pm . . .
walked in the mud . . . PCd this and that . . touched base with
BB . . . ate bowls of co-co pops. . . PCd until early. pas
17 - Woken by Sally around 7:45am
. . . touched base briefly with BB . . . walked with the tripod
on my back and wearing a raincoat this time, intending to have
another go at a bit of footage around Purdown, in an attempt to
salvage something from the useless bunch I took the other day!
Pretty much a carbon copy of the other day - lots of walking -
lots of filming nonsense. All the bottles and tennis balls were
STILL stuck going round and round by the waterfall! . . Stopped
off at Morrisons on the way home again, in the hope of being able
to buy another two of the special offer, extra tasty chickens.
Damn - all sold out of the extra tasty, so I just ended up with
two regular ones. . . too HOT wearing that raincoat - and not a
drop of rain!! Typical. Bit of a bad back from carrying that damn
heavy tripod too!! :o( . . . home a little after midday. Touched
base with Mum and returned her ansaphone calls. . . PCd but yet
again the footage I've ended up with of the church and
communication tower on Purdown, isn't what I had pictured in my
mind somehow. I think I'm gonna just have to accept that my
abilities/the camera/the tripod/available vantage points, etc.
won't quite make the grade with this one. . . napped for a couple
of hours. . .grabbed a handful of biscuits and a little chocolate
to fend off the shakes. . . . PCd . . walked and stopped for a
bag of chips on the way home. Ate a microwaved half chicken with
the chips . . . PCd, absolutely determined to make 'some' use of
all that footage! Grrrrr. . . touched base with BB . . . PCd
right through until nearly 3am before succeeding in coming up
with a couple of 'ok-ish' videos. Ha. :o) Good enough with the church and coms.
tower to see what I was gettin' at I think. . . couldn't sleep!!?
Tossed and turned and actually saw 4:15am come and go before I
finally nodded off! So - tomorrow I'll be mostly sleeping then!
:o( ps
18 - Woken by Sally just after
8am . . . walked. For some strange reason, there always seems to
be a skip sat near some garages, not far from the edge of the
opposite side of field. Oooh - ooooh - ooooooh - there was a
broken/smashed PC monitor sticking invitingly out of the top.
Wonder if it has a useable power socket and or cable to replace
those on that monitor I rescued from the guys skip down the road?
Walked Sally round like usual and then detoured out of the field
to examine the contents of the skip. Not only was there the
smashed monitor, but also an old printer - both with maybe
useable power sockets of course. Whole bunch of other stuff in
that skip. Lots of kids toys. Probably because of that 'Toy
Story' film, but I felt all weird and sad when I saw a one legged
'Buzz Lightyear' thrown away in there. . . left Sally at home and
drove the car round to the skip and quickly threw the monitor and
printer into the back of the car. Cut my finger nastily on some
of the broken monitor glass! . .what the hell - 'in for a penny,
in for a pound' - carried on driving (trying not to get too much
blood on the steering wheel) and headed down to the house I've
passed on several occasions when I walk Sally down to Eastville
Park. There's been parts of a desktop PC laying out on the street
there for ages, continually left behind by the bin men - may as
well pick that up too!! Did so and then drove home and dumped it
all out in the conservatory for later attention . . . TVd and
watched a test burn of my latest video efforts. A couple more and
that'll do for a disc full - and then I think I need to have a
break! . . ended up back in bed before midday and slept through
until woken by LB calling in with three chilli flavoured sausages
for me (?) around 1:30pm . . . did half the dishwashing chores
before cooking up the sausages with the last of the mushrooms and
eating with five pieces of bread and butter . . . TVd a bit until
around 4pm before back in bed to sleep some more until around
6pm, just before PS called . . .walked . . . vacuumed and tidied
just a little . . . touched base briefly with BB . . . PS popped
round for chats and biscuits and had to endure watching my latest
home made videos . . . ate multiple bowls of co-co pops . . .
touched base with BB . . . to bed around 1:30am. pss
19 - Up around 8:15am.
. . walked and found 6p and another cheap
silver hoop earring for my collection. Detoured out of the field
pushing a dumped shopping trolley, and walked it all the way back
to the store from which it came . . . successfully gave Sally the
worming tablets wrapped in slices of corned beef, and then
applied one tube of the herbal anti flea stuff to her kneck. She
didn't seem to mind the funny smell. . . played in the
conservatory with the smashed PC monitor and all the other bits
and pieces and stripped it all down to just a handful of maybe
useful parts. It appears to me, that smashed monitor (nice one -
built in microphone and stuff) was probably thrown away, simply
because one of the pins in the 15 pin connector had been
broken/flattened down by clumsy connecting. WHAT a waste!! Blimey
- just like that monitor I pulled out of the skip down the road,
that I've been keeping laying around the place. As far as I can
make out, the only reason THAT was thrown away, was because one
of the pins on the power socket was broken off by clumsy
connecting. . overloaded the wheely bin up with all the
dismantled remainder. . sadly, all the power sockets I'd just
recovered, were again different to the one I need to replace on
that monitor! :o( Most seem to be screw mounted - that one is
solder mounted. Hang on though - one of those is both screw AND
solder mounted - and it looks as though the solder lugs are in
the same place. Hmmmm. Eventually de-soldered and removed the
socket from the bit of circuit board, and figured that with a bit
of botching, I reckon it 'could' maybe just about replace the one
in that monitor. Used a hacksaw to cut off parts of the unwanted
nylon flanges. Succeeded in removing the broken socket from the
monitor and eventually after a bit of bending and filing and such
of different pieces, managed to solder the replacement in place.
Not perfect, but really quite safe and serviceable I think. Put
the monitor all back together and gingerly switched it on. .
Yayyy. A screen message appeared saying 'no signal' (because it
wasn't connected to anything of course). It works - a bit at
least. Only trouble is, it requires a double male ended video
cable to connect it to a PC - and I don't own such a thing, cause
every monitor I've ever owned has had a 'bonded-on' single ended
cable. Oh well - I'll get one eventually. .carried on 'pottering'
around and got round to having a look at/dismantling that solar
powered garden light thing, I'd rescued from the tree over the
field. Obvious I suppose, but it suprised me to find two regular
AA type NiCads in there. Not much to it, but the light sensor and
solar cell are both somehow sealed/stuck to the outside of the
top of the case, so I'm not sure it's worth bothering with. I'm
gonna leave it laying around in the conservatory for a while I
think - make sure it charges . . . ate half a chicken with four
pieces of bread and butter . . . LB popped in and gave me a home
made cornish pasty! She'd just been making loads for everyone
apparantly. Dunno what has come over LB all of a sudden, giving
me huge amounts of food like this all the time? I'm not
complaining, but I just can't help but feel as though I'm being
'groomed' for something and am gonna have great difficulty saying
no, as a result. Ungrateful git aren't I!!! . . .napped the rest
of the afternoon away. . .all dressed up for the wind and rain,
as I opened the door to walk Sally, a toad that had been
sheltering by the door was startled and began to hop away across
the garden. Did a quick dash to relocate it to the safety of the
pond in the back garden. I don't think it is only my imagination
- I seem to be seeing fewer and fewer toads and frogs as each
year goes by. :o( . . the side window of the guys van down the
road (the guy who has interesting skips for me to empty) has been
smashed by someone! :o(. walked in the wind and rain. Nasty -
very glad to get back home. . . TVd and ate LBs homemade cornish
pasty - and gave a good portion to Sally . . . I guess I'm
getting weirder and weirder but - well - I spent a good half an
hour or more out in the conservatory with the door open and the
yard light on, attempting to video worms!! lolol Sadly, NONE of
the footage was of any use at all - and those damn worms know
very well when I put the light on - they all soon disappear back
into the earth. . lots more experimenting with the camcorder in
the living room, exploring its macro/close up abilities. Not
overly impressed. . . touched base with BB . . . TVd/PCd until
bed around 1am. ps
20 - Up around 8:20am. Uggh! Poor
Sally has been sick in the kitchen! Cleared up as best I could -
not a nice way to start the day. I assume it was a reaction to
those worming tablets (or could it be that LB pastie?). . walked
and found 5p. COLD wind! Another dog walker told how HIS dog was
sick last night. .blimey! A little band of half a dozen or so
guys were picking up litter from the slope at the bottom of the
rugby pitches. Wonder why/who organised that token effort.
Apparantly it wasn't in their remit to tackle the worst of it
near the building site fence, so all that 'landfill' remains. .
left Sally at home and drove to the doctors to put in my repeat
fluoxetine pescription form. Stopped in at the local PC store on
the way back home to see if they had a double male ended video
cable for that PC monitor I've been playing with. They didn't and
once again suggested Maplins (but warned how their prices have
risen of late). . . PCd and had a look at the Maplins
website and figured out
roughly where the store was over in Brislington. Drove to Maplins
with Sally in the back of the car. Got a bit lost in an
industrial estate opposite before finding the store in a retail
park right on the main road. . left Sally in the car and wandered
around the store looking at everything
on display. Like a kid in a candy store. Wonderful things. Would
have been oh SO easy to spend a bunch of money on all sorts of
neat stuff. Managed to resist (although maybe not for long!) and
just came away with a 2 metre male to male monitor cable for
£14.99 (blimey - ouch!) and a couple of phono to 3.5mm stereo
jacks for £3.18. . . returned home and connected up the Tiny
17" monitor to the living room PC with the new cable and
proved it works quite nicely. :o) Not sure it is 'fully'
functioning because I couldn't for the life of me figure out how
to activate the menus properly to adjust the screen
position/degauss, etc. but it's quite useable nonetheless. :o) .
. briefly touched base with Mum and made sure she knew there was
a TV program she'd probably find interesting, on later. . ate
garlic sausage, tomato and lettuce sandwiches with two bags of
crisps and then a bunch of biscuits. . . increasingly headachey
and unwell feeling. Felt a bit down on top. Kinda like, all of a
sudden the switch has been thrown (as it inevitably was gonna
be), and all that running around doing videos with the camcorder
seems oh SO utterly pointless and stupid. Oh well. I think this
is why, on those rare occasions when I do develop 'an interest in
doing something', I race to put in as much effort as quickly as I
possibly can (food and sleep be damned) - because I'm all too
aware that such periods are short lived and WILL inevitably soon
peter out. :o(. . . napped for a couple of hours only to wake
around 6pm, still with the nasty headache! . . . walked.
Exchanged a few words with two other dog walkers and they both
had headaches as well!!?? Weird. Something in the air? . . sat on
a boulder with a cigarette and chatting to one of the lady dog
walkers, all of a sudden a 'rampaging' group of half a dozen
mopeds came charging down the road towards us (at least half of
them, 'two-up-on-L plates'). One of the group clearly thought
they were all gonna go down the 'emergency-vehicles-only' road,
started turning in and very nearly had them all crash! Close.
They all took to the pavements and grass and a couple drove at
some speed straight towards me and the other dog walker (both
nervous, 'intimidated' and just watching, speechless), before
turning back around. The rest all buzzed between the bollards
next to us and into the field along the cycle path. It was at
this point I pulled the camcorder out and was seen to be filming
them. In reality it was far too dark, and the camcorder had just
reached the end of its tape and shut itself off. Nevertheless,
rather suprisingly (although probably because it wasn't JUST me
stood there watching them on this occasion) they mostly all got
off their mopeds and walked them back out onto the road, before
narrowly avoiding a collision with a van and eventually all
buzzing away all over the road!! Very 'Mad Max'!!! :o( . . .as I
walked home, they were all parked up on the pavement near the
shops, and I imagined I was gonna be in for some trouble.
Thankfully, before I reached them, off they all went again. Hard
to describe, but the way they were riding around, it really was
tempting to go get the car and cruise around with the camera
going. I didn't. . . couldn't stand the headache and yucky
feeling any longer and since I'm all out of Annadin tablets, took
one of the co-codamol I've still got lots of laying around the
place. . . touched base briefly with BB . . .TVd and watched a
disturbing program all about a child born with two heads!
Imagine! I'm in enough discomfort with just one to ache! . . as
usual, as the evening wore on, I started to feel a little better.
Eventually ate mutiple bowls of muesli . mum called after the TV
show to touch base - at length. . touched base with BB . . TVd
until bed around 12:30am. pcs
21 -
Woken by Sally just before 7am . . .walked a little
after 7:30am. Still uncomfortable windchill. . Uh oh. Blimey.
Where the hell did THAT come from??!!!! A spent, twelve-bore
shotgun cartridge!! That wasn't there yesterday! I'm not sure it
is actually new because of the traces of rust on the cap - looks
like more than just an overnight rust growth - but - a bit
worrying nonethelss. Wonder what the story is behind that
suddenly appearing there? So - how long before I'm walking the
dog wearing a flack jacket?!!! :o( I ignored the (stolen?)
motorcycle number plate that has also appeared laying in the
grass. . . . did laundry while PCing this . . .Here are some
random things. The graffitied 20mph speeding signs near the shops
have both been taken leaving just the mounting strap behind ; the
car down the road that was left unmoved for a couple of months
since before Christmas, which I was convinced had been dumped,
has suddenly been moved and is gone ; the vandalised post box
round the corner has had its collection times notice portion
replaced ; the amount of 'unscooped' dog poop littering the
pavements around the area seems to have noticeably increased of
late! ; it is no doubt a pure coincidence (not!), but the next
time I drove my car after having filmed that kid riding up and
down outside in the night on his mini moto (the 'Bad Boy' video),
my passenger side wing mirror had been 'knocked'. It was
difficult to get it back in position and something has been
damaged and as I drive around, the mirror constantly vibrates and
moves and is now of little use, and more importantly, acts as a
constant eye catching distraction in my periferal vision. :o( .
.blah, blah blah :o( . . . ate corned beef and garlic sausage
sandwiches with two bags of crisps . . . TVd/PCd . . . slept the
rest of the afternoon away until around 6:20pm . . . walked . . .
deboned chickens . . TVd . . . touched base with BB . . . ate
chicken sandwiches and then bowls of co-co pops . . . listened to
a little music and TVd until bed shortly after midnight. ps
22 - Woken by Sally at 7:15am . .
.walked. . . did paperwork and balanced my accounts and pottered
around tidying up and vacuuming and such. Anything rather than
have to face going out in that cold wind and drizzle! I'm
definitely feeling a bit down at the moment. :o( . . .ended up
having a play with the PC and connecting up the 'salvaged'
monitor as a secondary display and experimenting with dual
displays. All seemed to go ok until I put the PC into standby and
then resumed without the secondary monitor turned on. Ended up
with no display at all!? . lots more messing with the PC,
desperately trying to find out why it seems to be going SO slow
at times. I just can't seem to get to the bottom of what is wrong
with it. It's definitely connected with video. It's almost like
windows explorer (which presumably all other programs 'hook' into
for their file management processes?) is permanently stuck in
some sort of 'thumbnail' type mode. No amount of resetting the
folder options will alter it. Any time I do anything near a
directory containing video, the PC seems to hang with the
processor working near capacity, as if it is going through every
one of the videos attempting to read the contents of each!????? I
just can't get to the bottom of it. The PC in the living room
doesn't do it and seems much happier! Pain. If it wasn't SUCH a
time consuming hassle these days (particularly with all the dial
up downloading of updates), I'd start from scratch and re-instal
windows!! :o(. . . ate a couple of microwaved meat and pastry
pies with two bags of crisps . . . napped until around 5:30pm.
The nights are starting to draw out a bit - I've been seeing a
bit of daylight after my afternoon naps of late. . . walked.
Passed the guy from down the road with his wife and asked about
his smashed van window. Turns out, someone broke into his van at
around 4pm on Sunday afternoon (in broad daylight!!!!!) and then
dragged out the generator he had in the back. They didn't open
the back doors like you'd expect and instead, dragged the thing
over the seats and out through the front door, leaving a trail of
petrol on everything apparantly!! He reckoned they did that
because his CCTV camera was 'just' covering the back of the van!!
In broad daylight? Scary. That's almost like these scum know they
can take what they want, from whoever they want, whenever they
want, with complete impunity. :o( . . . carried on messing with
the PC . . . touched base with BB/Mum . . . watched Crimewatch
UK. Seemed to feature an unusualy large amount of viloent
reconstructions and particularly some CCTV footage of a guy
getting severly beaten up!! It all brought me very close to
tears. Kinda like, I know very well how some of that feels - and
fate seems to find it necessary to remind me from time to time!!
:o( Does everyone these days know what it feels like to have
somone kick your head? Do some people live out their lives never
having had that, and other assaults on their person, happen to
them? I can't imagine how that would be. How nice it must be!
:o(. . . touched base with BB . . . ate a microwaved tin of
stewed steak with four pieces of bread and butter and then some
chocolate . . . TVd until bed around 1am. ps
23 - Woken by Sally after 7:30am
. . .walked and found 2p. Carried on up to Kingswood to draw out
some money and buy some margerine. . surfed Maplins/Dell etc . .
. dabbled with an idea for a video and ended up going through all
my old 'paper' photos. Probably about one of the worst possible
things you can do when you're feeling a bit down! Ended up
feeling even more down and eventually just gave up . . ate two
ham and cheese pastry slices . . . napped . . . walked and found
2p. Ended up bringing home the motorcycle numberplate (WX03 HFL)
that has appeared in the field! No - I don't know why. I just
can't keep walking past it like it isn't there, littering up the
place. I can't actually believe anything would be done with/about
it if I dropped it in at a police station, so it'll probably end
up in my bin some time . . . TVd . . . touched base briefly with
BB . . . TVd/PCd music. . . LB called to let me know she was away
this weekend and not to worry if I see strange people going in
and out of her house. . . ate bowls of co-co pops around 2am
before bed. ps
24 - Woken by Sally earlier then
up around 8:30am . . .walked in the cold wind, with just the odd
hint of snow drifting in the air. Did a carrier bag of 'litter
duty'. Found 5p . . .surfed a bit. . . somehow mustered up a bit
of energy from somewhere and dabbled just a little with the
'stairs-building-site'. Sanded down a few bits and pieces here
and there and then applied some filler and then used some of the
'going off' plaster I've had hanging around for too long to fill
the join with the ceiling, either side of the concrete lintel.
Hardly much, but after not wanting to touch any of it for the
longest time, it's a start - again. . . cleaned up and then ate a
meat pizza with extra cheese . . . napped for a couple of hours
until around 6:30pm . . .walked . . .PCd a bit of this . . .
touched base with BB . . .TVd the rest of the evening away. . ate
bowls of co-co pops before bed at precisely 2am. s
25 - Woken by Sally around 7:30am
. . . walked. It isn't any colder than yesterday, but it seems as
though as each day goes by, I have less and less tolerance for
being cold! . . .put on my overalls and sat around thinking about
doing some more DIY, but somehow I just couldn't face it. Any of
it! :o( . . HAD to do something, so ended up dismantling all the
connections to the living room setero, TV, etc. etc. and
eventually at some considerable length, managed to get everything
INCLUDING the CCTV stuff, all crammed into my little homemade
wooden shelf unit. The connections behind are an awful mess and
look like spaghetti, in a failed attempt at getting as much of it
as possible, interconnected. . . ate a handful of biscuits to
keep me going . . napped for an hour . . .walked in the biting
cold wind. Stopped for sausage and chips takeaway on the way home
. . .TVd . . .BB called . . .PS popped round for chats and
biscuits etc. . . touched base with BB before bed in the early
hours. ps
26 - Woken by Sally around 8am .
. .walked . . . sat around unable to muster the energy/interest
in doing anything. . .Mum called to touch base . .ate a handful
of biscuits and a tray of jaffa cakes . .. TVd/PCd the day away .
. .ate cheap tinned salmon sandwiches (six pieces of bread and
butter) and two bags of crisps and then huge amounts of ASDA
chocolate. . . slept the rest of the afternoon away until gone
7pm!! . . . walked. Approaching the bottom of the field, I could
just make out a 'shape' on the grass in the darkness!!?? Sally
saw it too and eventually ran towards it barking with her best
scary bark. Ooops! It turned out to be a couple of 'young' people
- um - 'at it'! The guy was laying on his back in the mud and the
girl was sat on top. Who says chivalry is dead? lolol Sally
running up to them and barking scared them to death and in an
instant, the girl was off and stood up fastening her jeans, and
the guy was jumping to his feet and doing the same. Actually felt
a little sorry for them being so completely and instantly
disturbed like that, 'mid act'. Ouch. lololololol What a crazy
place to be having sex, pretty much in the open, in a cold muddy
field. They weren't even using the 'bushes overhang' like would
have made at least a 'little' more sense. Bizarre. Impossible to
ignore them and pretend I'd not seen them, what with me walking
right by and Sally having done her barking thing, so I tried to
make a joke of it and eventually walked by, humorously (I
think) calling back, 'Get a room'! . . . touched base with BB . .
. bowls of corn flakes before bed at 1am. s
27 - Woken by Sally around 7:45am. . .walked . . . drove with Sally to
Ashton Court to mess around with the camcorder and walk through
the woods and such. VERY cold, but very pleasant and enjoyable
nonetheless . . back home by around 12:30pm . . . cooked up a
miniature chicken kiev and chips for lunch while the camcorder
copied the footage over to the PC . . . napped until shortly
before 6pm . . . . just waking up with a coffee when the CCTV
picked up someone suspiciously running past the house on the
other side of the road, 'just' out of shot. Started swinging the
camera around (agonisingly slow!) and all of a sudden there was a
sickening thud on the living room window! I'd been egged again!
'Just' caught a bit of CCTV
footage of the kids running
way. Bastards! Predictably useless for identification. That kid
on the left looks a right 'lumbering' idiot - although maybe he
had to be careful because he had more eggs in his pockets? :o(
It's insanity how all four of those kids knew exactly what they
were going to do long before reaching my house. I mean - what
actually attracted my attention in the first place was the first
two running past, before the others had even actually thrown the
eggs! What utter idiots!!!??? Well - it was too good to be true
wasn't it. I'd started to begin thinking how things seemed to
have calmed down a bit of late. I didn't actually type it here
because it seemed like tempting fate. Oh well. Wonder what
triggered THOSE kids (whoever they are) to have a go at me all of
a sudden? Phoned the Trinity Road police and got them to fill out
another 420 form for the 'invisible record'! . . . eventually
walked with fully renewed paranoia. :o( A group of around eight
'youths' happened to be walking up the street nearby as I
returned home at 7:30pm , and gave me all manner of childish
calls and animal like noises (which as it turned out, was all
perfectly audible on the CCTV recording actually!?). . . TVd(CCTV
mostly actually) /PCd . . . touched base briefly with BB . . .
PCd video more for hours, while keeping an eye/ear on the CCTV
image on the main TV. . . ate bowls of co-co pops before
eventually to bed around 1:30am. ps
28 - Woke earlier, snoozed on,
then up at 7:15am . . . walked in the cold sunlight. . .phoned
the dentist and booked up a checkup appointment. . . PCd and
messed around with all the video footage from yesterday.
Eventually called it quits with two more videos. Hardly masterpieces, but I
think they are pleasing to the eye at least. . also copied over
to the PC, the video taped CCTV
footage of yesterdays egging
incident. Little bastards! Every time I listen to that sickening
thud (actually SO much louder in reality) I feel all up tight and
shaky with adrenaline again! Horrible. :o( . . . PCd a bit of
this while the dial up struggled with uploading the videos. Sunny
spells, hail, sleet and snow showers outside! God I've got a
headache! :o( . . attempted to sleep off the headache for a
couple of hours. Woke with the same headache! :o(. . popped a
co-codamol tablet and eventually walked. As usual, as the day
turned into night, my headache finally eased. . briefly popped up
LBs and gave her £160 wrapped in an empty tobacco pouch, for her
to hopefully get me some duty free tobacco when she does her
channel hop in a couple of days . . . the 'new' next door
neighbour called at the door asking if I drink beer!? Turned out
she had a four pack of Fosters lager laying around that her guy
had left behind when he moved out - she doesn't drink it and
would I like it. Well - yes please. I think I could do with one
at the moment! Invited her in for brief chats and to ask her to
get me some more cheap chocolate from the place where she works.
Blimey - she's thinking about getting herself a couple of dogs!
Someone she knows is emigrating and they have two dobermans!!!
That'd be a handful! . . drank one of the tins of lager after
she'd gone and immediately got a little tipsy. . . ate a couple
of packets of crisps and then finally got round to doing 'some'
of the mountain of dishwashing chores I've been putting off for
ages. I've actually been going without eating, just to avoid
having to go to the bother of washing a plate to eat something
off!! . . . ate four oven heated sausage rolls . . . TVd
struggling to stay awake until BB called to touch base and then
to bed pretty soon after. cds
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